To: adrian
i also wish i couldve been less awkward around you, wed make great friends!
To: adrian
maybe one day we will all talk again and we can laugh about the past and i can hear your voice, till then i will reminisce. ugh sorry this is cringy..
To: adrian
also its prob a bit weird for me to be calling u by your actual name, i dont think ive ever addressed u that way.
To: adrian
you wont ever see these tho, youre not the type to come on to these sites i dont think. its prob for the best id feel really awkward if you found out.
To: adrian
i hope youre doing well !
To: adrian
i wonder how you felt about me back then, maybe it was all acts of kindness as a friend but it made me feel special
To: adrian
i still think about you all of the time, youre one of the coolest people ive ever met
To: adrian
i think it scared you away a little bit i just wanted to get into your interests i thought it help me feel closer to you.
To: adrian
im still here and idk why i dont even have anything to say to you anymore
To: adrian
why do you have to be so neutral toward me? even since we broke up, you never seemed hurt or happy abt me. ill never affect you like you affected me
To: adrian
hey moon. i feel like were two polar opposites my life has been nothing but downhill and you always look so calm. you probably never even think of me.
To: adrian
bro i wasnt calling YOU beautiful i realized that looked terrible, it was the letter cap.. i mean that your girlfriend is so is gorgeous AND beautiful
To: adrian
marcus knows i send these out. hes hasnt read them all but he knows i put these out. hes just happy i can clear my mind even just a bit
To: adrian
its pointless to write here but om torn between that and being hapoy youll never find out about this. your girlfriend is so gorgeous, beautiful /gen
To: adrian
and im okay with that, really i am. the thought just sticks in the back of my mind. i have constant dreams where we do talk but, its just a dream yk
To: adrian
heymoon. i dont feel the need to talk to you but i always feel the need to come back here, it feels sorta safe. i dont think ill ever talk to u again
To: adrian
we locked eyes for a split second from first period to break and i felt my heart sink a bit lmfao im exhausted and you'll never understand it
To: adrian
moon. why care i just stop caring? when i know you never will
To: adrian
i kinda never wanna see you again. the moon always catches my eye at night and i hate it more than ever now
To: adrian
we will probably never talk again but part of me never wants to see you again. call me dramatic but now theres this resentment building lol
To: adrian
i only write here cause i dont expect to get to you ever again. dont take this away from me
To: adrian
but i just keep talking to him about it, moon. theres nothing anyone can do abt this. i hope you never see these messages and if you do, ill feel bad.
To: adrian
i told my bf its not just about me even if its not so easy to let go of mistakes, you already have so i cant drag you into my issues
To: adrian
i knew itd be pointless cause for you the air has been cleared, im still leaving in it and it drains my soul so badly but i know that doesnt matter
To: adrian
he actually texted you this is so embarrassing on my end cause i knew it would play out that way. im even more thankful youll never see my msgs here.
To: adrian
idk why im still hung up on it, you moved past it so easily and i never truly did. i dont miss you or the romantic feelings, i miss how it used to be.
To: adrian
i was looking at my friend right behind her passing to 3rd period and i think she thought i was staring at her, she stared at me. i felt so bad abt it
To: adrian
my bf thinks i should try talking to you but for the sake of you and your girlfriend i wont, even if your best friend (my bf) thinks that i should
To: adrian
hey moon ik youll never see this but its eating me alive, the whole situation. weve both had 2 rls since so i dont expect anything from you but it sux
To: Adrian
He tried to introduce us, said we were perfect, but I didnt take the chance. I know so much about someone Ive never met. Come 2 zoo, wed cross paths.
To: adrian
hey moon. the situation lingers and i wish we could talk about it again, id say what i meant to. i know youll never see this but dm me lolol jk.. idk
To: adrian
i still laugh at that joke you made when j got pissed at me on his way to disneyland last year. moon, dandelions, smileys. still wish you knew.
To: adrian
its hurts a bit to watch the moon at night even though its been years. dandelions make me nauseous. i cant draw smileys. i wish you knew everything.
To: Adrian
I dont know I guess I just want you to know that its 2am and Im thinking about you -R
To: Adrian
Hey Im in town I dont expect to see you honestly I probably wont have the time but Id try if you wanted to -R
To: Adrian
I'll always hold close to me that night under the stars. I like you a lot and think of you all the time. You will do great things I know it.
To: Adrian
You made me feel like person and I wish you would make me feel like that again but thats not fair to you. -R (Or B)
To: Adrian
I really wish you would reach out. I was the last one too. You're unblocked on everything and my phone number has never changed -R (or B)
To: Adrian
Straight up now tell me, do you really wanna love me forever? Or is it just a hit and run?
To: Adrian
if i dropped like a fly rn ik you wouldnt care and i shouldve taken that as my sign to move on before. i still love you
To: Adrian
ive tried so hard to get through to you but i just need to stop. youre not the same, you dont care really. im so heartbroken. you dont even try.
To: Adrian
thanks for nothing. still dno if u love me or not. im giving up. is it completely genuinely useless. gl on college, I still love you. -Bella
To: Adrian
tomorrow hasn't arrived yet and im waiting for the day it does. I think we knew each other in another life, because my soul still yearns for yours -e
To: adrian
hai twin cant tell if u want me to stop dming u but well talking w u was fun thanks sorry i got too attached
To: Adrian
Happy day before your birthday.. miss you
To: Adrian
i miss you so much it hurts why would u do that was i ever enough to you
To: adrian
I never told you how i felt
To: adrian
adrian i miss you so much i wish you never broke up with me because of distance. ill always be wishing you the best i love you baby never forget
To: Adrian
I really thought we could've worked out and i thought u saw me as something else after Wtv happened btw us
To: Adrian
Hi Adi, I know I was the one to leave but i miss you so much. I still listen to Lana and think about us. Im sorry about everything. Text me. AFW
To: Adrian
I wish you saw me the way I see you. It hurts pretending Im fine when you only see me as a friend.Maybe some feelings are meant to stay quiet Adisor.
To: adrian
ive found solace in you, im grateful its you and no one else.
To: Adrian
I want to be your friend you seem so cool but I'm scared I'll develop feelings and the cycle continues
To: Adrian
Stop messaging me and saying you dont want me to only go telling everyone you lied and miss me! Choose me or her I wont be disrespected again. . .
To: Adrian
I still somewhat like you but youre so awful! I should move on but you still cloud my mind all day!
To: Adrian
we would have been a lethal mix honestly
To: Adrian
I wish you never kissed her and actually gave me a chance to be your girlfriend
To: Adrian
A part of me still wonders what we couldve been, if you still liked me the way I like you now.
To: Adrian
I hope im as eye catching to you as you are to me please look my way
To: Adrian
You hurt me in ways no one ever has but I know you never intended to. You are the nicest guy I know. I wish I would've made it more obvious I liked u.
To: Adrian
I miss playing roblox with you and our late night calls last summer.
To: Adrian
Why do I miss you when I know you never truly cared or loved me xoxo sarah
To: Adrian
Youre the best guy Ive met, even if what we have doesnt last or go past the stage we are at. I love you so much and I mean it when I say that. Always.
To: Adrian
Were best friends but I see you more than just that but I know there wont be a chance for us to happen bc I love another
To: Adrian
I wish you knew how I really felt
To: Adrian
Don't forget about me.