To: Allison
I love so much but the distance
To: Allison
oh how I miss you my dearest allie, I would let you lead me on again and again if it meant being by your side one more time. 6/3/26
To: Allison
Id normally address you as Allie, but Allison feels right here. Im so sorry I took advantage of you. You're my best friend. I love you. 11-17.
To: Allison
You are my twin and bestie so glad I met you!
To: Allison
I miss you. I think I will always miss you. You taught me more about myself than I ever could have hoped to learn alone. You make me feel seen. ILY
To: Allison
I didnt want us to end I wish I really love you you leaving I didnt want that Ill always miss you when I look at the stars knowing my star is gone
To: Allison
As much as I want to reach out and reconcile, I know it would only make you feel worse. This'll be my last message. Thank you for being my friend. - j
To: Allison
I'm sorry for neglecting our friendship. I never realized I was doing so until just now. I never meant to be so distant. You were an amazing friend.
To: Allison
You'll probably think I'm nuts if you ever see these, but I just can't get you out of my mind no matter how hard I try. I miss you so much.
To: Allison
i miss you so much. ghosting me still hurts even a year later. i cant stop thinking about you. will i ever talk to you again? do you even remember me?
To: Allison
Although I'm sad I couldn't stay in contact with you, I'm glad I got to meet you. I hope all is well. I pray God allows us to reconnect one day. - j
To: Allison
I miss you dearly. What are the odds of us becoming friends again? I hope youre doing well. I pray for you. Maybe one day I can show you my new piano.
To: Allison
I will always love you even from Nashville. I promise I never forgot. I told you id wait for you and I did. you didnt wait for me and that's okay
To: Allison
i hope youre doing well. i miss you a lot. i pray that we get to be friends again someday. i have some compositions id love to show you
To: Allison
i cant believe i still constantly think about you. i have so much i wish i could share with you. i cant stop missing you. i wish i told you. - j
To: Allison
I really do miss you. I dont want to wait another year to talk to you.. why am I still thinking about you after all this time?
To: Allison
you have no idea how much I miss you. I miss our friendship. i wish i could reach out.
To: Allison
part of me hopes youll miraculously come online within the next week. i cant believe its been a month already. i shouldve told you the day you were on
To: Allison
I wish I could stop thinking about you just as suddenly as the way the thought of you began plaguing my mind just a couple of weeks ago.
To: Allison
i miss you so much, its genuinely driving me insane. i wish we were still friends. i shouldve said something last time we spoke. im sorry allison
To: Allison
i wish i could have told you just how much i appreciated you while you were on. you have no idea. if you ever see this, thank you for being my friend
To: Allison
i dont know why i expected everything to be the same after more than a year. ive lost my mind. at least i got to talk to you one more time
To: Allison
I wanted to talk to you so badly yesterday, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I hope you're online again soon..
To: Allison
I don’t want to accept that we may never talk again, but I’m afraid I’ll have to. i miss you dearly. - j
To: Allison
I really do miss you. I don’t know why but I’ve been thinking about you all of a sudden. I feel crazy. I don’t even know if you hate me or not…
To: Allison
I’ve been thinking about you these past couple of days. Part of me just hopes you’ll reach out again somehow.
To: Allison
I wish we could talk again, even if you’d ghost me again. I really took our friendship for granted and I miss you. I hope your wrestling is going well
To: Allison
Was I wrong this whole time. I couldn't have been, though. You joined a club, got a girlfriend, and I wasn't enough. Was I the problem? Did I mess up?
To: Allison
I wish my type of love had been enough for you. I loved you so much as my best friend and that's a high honor for an aro person to give.