To: Arakxizu
goodbye, im free now
To: Arakxizu
I dreamed of you, we were together taking a walk and loving each other deeply. Maybe that is a vision of another life, one in which we stayed.
To: Arakxizu
i miss you so much, it hurts, almost everyday i dream with you and i dont want to wake up
To: Arakxizu
in another life, today we would have celebrated 3 years together. i miss you so deeply
To: Arakxizu
i miss you, everyday at any time, do you even miss me?
To: Arakxizu
i wish you knew how much space you occupy in my mind
To: Arakxizu
im scared, soon is your birthday and i cant celebrate it with you
To: Arakxizu
me saying "if i see you im gonna cry" but i look for you in every crowd and everyplace just to see you again one more time
To: Arakxizu
"i welcome change with arms that yearn"
To: Arakxizu
i remember yourself better than i remember entire past years of my life.
To: Arakxizu
guilt is destroying me alive, i wish that someday you can forgive me and see what my real intentions with you are, i always loved you, always.
To: Arakxizu
i wish that someday you can live in conques, vacation in hawaii, and visit all those places your heart and dreams once invited me to
To: Arakxizu
i watched all of stranger things so i could watch the latest season with you and talk about it when you came back
To: Arakxizu
having seen the book of life and having learned a song on the guitar for when you came back, i hope someday i can play it for you
To: Arakxizu
and when everything and everyone is against me, i still stand strong, loving you and praying that someday we meet again.
To: Arakxizu
please tell me that I am not as easy to forget as your silence has made me feel
To: Arakxizu
every day i dream of someday being wrapped up again in those little arms that gave me so much calm
To: Arakxizu
if you knew the times i prayed to god for you, you would understand why I got lost when you left
To: Arakxizu
pain is the only thing that i have from you now and i dont want to leave it
To: Arakxizu
everyday, there is a prayer with your name on it from a mouth you'll never remember again
To: Arakxizu
i asked the wind to caress your face,it was one of my favorite things in this world.
To: Arakxizu
every time i go to sleep, i try to dream of you, so i can love you once again the way i always wanted to
To: Arakxizu
is it wrong that i can't move on? Is it wrong that every time i think of your beautiful eyes, i have to start healing from zero?
To: Arakxizu
whenever i go to a beautiful place, i imagine how it would be if you were here with me. i carry your memory as if it were a cross
To: Arakxizu
when I fall asleep and dream of you, I kneel and ask for your forgiveness over and over for having hurt you. And I never stop holding you.
To: Arakxizu
i see you everywhere, in my morning coffee, in my good grades, in the things i love, in my most ambitious dreams, i see your face. i miss you so much
To: Arakxizu
i only wish that one day, you will see me again with those beautiful eyes i once prayed to see forever. im sorry, i learned to be better for you