To: Autumn
But I do hope that you don't think of me as much as I think about you, and that you don't do so by performing the methods that I used over that year.
To: Autumn
Sometimes I wish you could have this many words for me, but then you wouldn't be you. I have no interest in changing you, and I can't. C'est la vie.
To: Autumn
Confounding to me how I don't find your humor funny now, but when we were alone together in a room, everything was. Love can be funny, glad ours was.
To: Autumn
I was always soft, but never as soft as I was for you, though you also hardened me, over time, through your grit that you needed to survive, I know.
To: Autumn
Through grief, I became so much more attatched to you, I felt like I needed you, like I had to save you. I became softer, more desperate. I'm sorry.
To: Autumn
This is selfish, I know, but, I hope I pass away before you do, so I never have to feel the grief of losing you, again, truly. I suck at grief, maybe.
To: Autumn
It's so hard to stand alone, to hold yourself, but it makes love all the more real, thrilling, and soothing when it isn't so desperately codependent.
To: Autumn
Sometimes I wish I could just turn myself into the "soulmate" of the people I love(d) most, someone more suitable for them. I need patience, bravery.
To: Autumn
My everyday daydream was, simply, you laughing while smiling, your hair falling around you, so pretty. Getting to see that forever, be the reason.
To: Autumn
My feelings for you were so inextricably platonic and romantic. It was so confusing. I just wanted to laugh with you forever. So funny, so pretty.
To: Autumn
When we were kids, and we were playing, I think you were imagining yourself as a troll, while I was just a guy. In my head, you were always beautiful.
To: Autumn
I wonder if you ever think of me as softly as I try to think about you. I wonder what you think about the most. I wonder what you miss the most.
To: Autumn
My cat passed away recently. The night before, one of my thoughts was that you hadn't been there for the last half of her life. Miss you two together.
To: Autumn
Enough time has past lets be friends again. we have both moved on in life and built a foundation worth keeping.
To: Autumn
I really do like yu but idk how to say it so yes I do like yu
To: autumn
& i'm sorry for treating you like crap. i'm not making the same mistake again with him.
To: autumn
& i'm sorry for treating you bad. i will never make the same mistakes i did with you, with him. i'm in love for real this time.
To: autumn
no, i don't dream about you. i'm happily engaged to a man. i hope you're well and your family's okay. you taught me how to love the right way.
To: Autumn
Getting curious about my past feelings for you, and feeling them fully, without shame, was the only way to make peace with them and to move forward.
To: Autumn
You changed me profoundly, as people do. We learn so much from the people who change us profoundly, and we course-correct and align better each time.
To: Autumn
The concept of not caring about you scares me, but I don't think it'll ever come to fruition, anyhow. I don't think that feeling deserves punishment.
To: Autumn
Sometimes, I think I've forgotten your voice. It's probably changed since I heard it regularly. Sometimes, I want to hear you talk about everything.
To: Autumn
Sometimes, I wonder who would've been the one to awaken me to love, platonic and romantic, if it hadn't been you. Sometimes I long for that reality.
To: Autumn
It used to be so hard to fall asleep around you, I was always so anxious. You didn't exude safety, but, ironically, you did feel like home.
To: Autumn
Sometimes I hate myself for not being more like you. I regret it when I try to be. I think you'd call me pathetic again for still caring this much.
To: Autumn
Your laugh is the drug that I am jealous that other people get to take, that I must stay sober from, for the rest of my life. Life is unfair, I know.
To: Autumn
Sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I drank with you, once you started drinking. Maybe you would've finally been brave enough to kiss me.
To: Autumn
I remember little things you disliked, irrational fears, how deeply you wanted to be loved. I wonder if they've changed and if you wonder about mine.
To: Autumn
Sometimes, in the rare moments that I'm at peace, sometimes looking at a camping sunset, I think of you, and hope you feel that same peace as well.
To: Autumn
Sometimes, when I'm doing bad, I picture you completely at peace, everything you weren't when I knew you, and that thought alone calms me down a bit.
To: Autumn
I'm sorry that I'll never hate you, I know you "love it" when people do. I can't find hatred in my heart for you. Your peace brings me peace.
To: Autumn
The world is so messed up. I used to think we would have a whole lifetime of memories together. I hope you get all the peace, love, and success.
To: Autumn
I love you so much, I am so proud of you baby.
To: Autumn
You treat/treated me like you wouldn't cared if I live or dye
To: Autumn
I just wanted your attention and you spat me out
To: Autumn
Autumn is goated guys shes like a mini me and shes kawaii and pretty and shes uhhh super rich !!! -Noah
To: Autumn
Autumn is super pretty and funny shes the bestest
To: Autumn
Have a nice life
To: Autumn
I feel nothing for you anymore
To: Autumn
it's been three years and for no reason
To: Autumn
go ahead and forget about me
To: Autumn
I never understood the concept of wanting somebody in your life, much less forever, until we got close. Ill always miss laughing with you. Take care.
To: Autumn
We were so young. I worshipped the myth I made of you, but Im off my knees now. Walk by the church I joined, again, for your sake and I cry at change.
To: Autumn
You were the first person I loved both platonically and romantically. First love isnt always true love. We loved each other as much as we could.
To: Autumn
I hope you find somebody who makes you feel like music makes you feel.
To: Autumn
I dont crave being enough for you anymore. We dont fit each others bill. Its not a tragedy.
To: Autumn
I find fondness in me for fictional characters that act similarly to how you used to. Through love, we excuse.
To: Autumn
Youll never be entirely loved by me again. Youll never be entirely unloved by me.
To: Autumn
You taught me how much I value the friendship involved in romantic love.
To: Autumn
I hope my absence brought you the peace that my presence could never quite give you.
To: Autumn
I hope you get everything you ever wanted and I hope I never hear a thing about it.
To: Autumn
I have never been able to hate you. I have never been able to truly want to. Take care.
To: Autumn
If your apology to me had been longer than three sentences, I probably would have gone back to you.
To: Autumn
You altered me significantly. Sometimes, I feel like I wasnt really here until I met you.
To: Autumn
Back then, you were the most important person to me. Too young to know what to do with it.
To: Autumn
I know its for the better. I know I'll always think of you with something like hurt and nostalgia.
To: Autumn
Your presence in my life introduced me to love. I pray for your happiness despite my lack of religion.
To: autumn
But hey, if things ever fall apart between you two, Ill be here. I always will be. Lol, I still remember when you used to call me KK .. I miss you
To: autumn
hailey brings out the worst in people, i think both me and you know that
To: autumn
I miss Hailey too, but I'd rather gouge out my own eyes and eat them than ever be friends with her again
To: autumn
i like reading old snapchat messages between us
To: autumn
if you ever wanna reach out ill be here, I miss when you were my bestfriend.
To: autumn
i understand i was a bad person, i am trying 2 change that, i quit everything, vaping, alcohol, literally everything. im better now
To: autumn
lowkey miss hanging out w you, enjoy hailey tho. I miss playing roblox together when we were kids lmao, it was fun. ty for giving me a fun childhood
To: autumn
so all of the sudden when you get a bf you stop talking to me,making zero effort to hang out or even communicate or text me? i thought we were friends
To: autumn
i love fall but now i cant because it always reminds me of you
To: autumn
you said if i was a boy you'd like me back. i'll be waiting for you to accept that i never will be.
To: autumn
Youre the only girl on my mind why can't it still be you my pretty michigan girl. Pink for your favorite color
To: Autumn
I miss you, come home
To: Autumn
Love you cutie! i'm happy to be on this site with you :d love, bb
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