To: Azhan
ur absence follows me. I cant escape it. I miss you deeply, I want to reach out to you but I don't want to look like a pestering idiot. -AN
To: Azhan
I envy her, whoever she was. For now Ill be quiet but I'll return when you're mature enough & Im where I want to be in life, perhaps a few yrs. -A
To: Azhan
Am I only just a fantasy for you? I'm mad at myself for choosing your desires over myself,, my intentions were pure and that's where we differed. -AN
To: Azhan
Ykw? Everyone close to me knows your name. I saw my future in you while to you, I was just a casual flirt. -AN
To: Azhan
Why do you ignore me all day like that? Wow, I'm in tears-now I won't reply to you so quick. How such a fool I've been thinking maybe u liked me back.
To: Azhan
Today was my last pre-exam & probably the last time I saw you-fleetingly. I hope we run into e/o someday, somehow, & talk for hours. I'll miss you.-AN
To: Azhan
I'll never truly or entirely believe these rumours about you until you accept them by yourself. -AN
To: Azhan
You're the first guy to ever make me feel this way, I don't want to let you go. I want to take care of you and be the one you can rely on,Azhie.-AN
To: Azhan
I keep looking for u &finding aching void.U came into my heart recklessly but now I cant letgo.I wonder, do u ever lookfor me? Do u evertruly miss me?
To: Azhan
You've become someone I talk about daily, I'm still there. I want to take care of you and recieve your love, so never hesitate to ask for my help. -AN
To: Azhan
I rlly like you but what I've heard is beyond disgusting.I doubt that you'd do that but again, we barely know eo, all I can do is hope you didn't. -AN