To: bananabread
Someone sent to me today tyvm mriganka
To: Bananabread
I couldnt care less about my uncomfortability anymore, I want us to have each others hearts again
To: Bananabread
I only hope when they fall, they ripple far enough to find their way back to you,and somehow, carry a piece of your love back to me.
To: Bananabread
You are everything I move toward,and watching you grow still brings tears to my eyes.
To: Bananabread
You are still, undoubtedly,the constellation I navigate life bybright, distant,made of things that were always burning out as I held them.
To: Bananabread
I wish I had never made you feel like love meant limitation.I wish I had understood you while I still had your love.
To: Bananabread
There is a selfish part of me that still wants to be your steady thing,your happiness,your quiet place in a world that has never been gentle with you
To: Bananabread
Now everything I do feels like an apology, written too late.
To: Bananabread
You were softness to me,your voice, a place I could rest,your silence, a kind of peace I didnt question.
To: Bananabread
in moments where I chose being a middle ground over the present we had separate from the fake friends.
To: Bananabread
but for the way you used to light up at me,like I was something worth arriving for. I lost us in hesitationin guilt I carried from when we first met
To: bananabread
I have been everything to you. Crush, love, hatred, and now something quieter than both when we interact
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