To: Bean
i wonder if you still think about me. or if you buried me too far.
To: Bean
I text your number still, it hurts but i have to accept they'll never be read. I'm gonna text everything I'm too scared to say or never got to. -E.
To: Bean
I' still hoping its you and me in the end. i miss you so fcking much. please just come back. things will be so much better i promise. i swear oml. -E.
To: Bean
i visit our texts and memories like a grave.
To: Bean
when it hurts really bad i put my phone on airplane mode and text the blocked number all the things i wish i could tell you.
To: Bean
you believe we aren't meant to be anymore. but i would give anything to talk to you like we used to, the cards were dealt in our favor, i promise. -E
To: Bean
you never actually said goodbye. nor did you kiss me goodbye like you really should have.
To: Bean
i really hope i don't ruin us in the next universe.
To: Bean
The withdrawal that occurs when you stopped talking to me. you used to talk to me every day is real. It's not just about missing you. i needed you. -E
To: Bean
Theres something silly and really stupid I realized, my family calls me jellybean. And your family calls you Bean. It's cute. -E.
To: Bean
Please tell me, does your mind ever really change once its made? and if it does, how likely is it to? please up the odds for me. im begging. -Doll.
To: Bean
please come back. every time i think it over, i see we couldve avoided this. i dont wanna fight. i never do. I love you with everything i have. -Birdy
To: Bean
2/2. You said you didn't want this to happen either, so why were you so hesitant to do that last kiss?.. was it all a joke? a lie? -Birdy.
To: Bean
our last kiss wasnt how it shouldve been, it shouldnt have even been our last one. it didnt last long enough for two regretful teens. 1/2.
To: Bean
Why did you have to leave? i run through scenarios in my head of how i wish id done something differently. please understand i never wanted this. -E
To: Bean
My bunny. Im begging you not to replace me so quick. Its not fair to forget so fast.. I can't believe you're so close to moving on from me.
To: Bean
I know I should forget you and move on, but I can't act like we never meant anything. I still miss you
To: Bean
I miss you my baby, mommy will see you soon my angel
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