To: Bluebird
I dont know what to do anymore. Im stuck in a cycle. Ill never be good enough for anyone and Im sick of sugar coating it
To: Bluebird
Im Not myself anymore. The me you know and love is going numb inside me. I feel hollow. Im not sure what to do
To: Bluebird
Im hate everyone. They dont deserve How kind Ive been to them. I wish I was appreciated more. Why cant i ever be perfect and appreciated
To: Bluebird
I guess I can just never win with you people
To: bluebird
Ive had to suffer in scilence for YEARS and people have been telling me to open up but when i do I get ignored or berated
To: Bluebird
Im so tired of people.I can never be perfect for my peers and family. They dont deserve me Ive been lying to myself for thier sake and get nothing
To: Bluebird
I dont feel like waking up tomorrow
To: Bluebird
I cant stop thinking about you lately..maybe ur Rizz isnt that horrible..b-but that doesnt mean anything Baka!
To: Bluebird
Ur just so dreamy bluebird. I love the way you comfort me. Love u
To: bluebird
well whom do you write for? is it a nickname or a favorite animal!
To: Bluebird
Give me a sign that ur actually reading these pls.
To: Bluebird
Im better than this. But they are all looking down on me. Ive failed.
To: Bluebird
I want you to stay by my side until I die
To: Bluebird
Just thinking about you has made the pain a little better. That shows how safe you make me feel
To: Bluebird
I just wanna feel safe in your arms again. So you can save me from everything. I need your protection right now.
To: Bluebird
I really dont understand how you could care for someone like me
To: Bluebird
I just want to numb the pain. I wish i wasnt so angry and mean. I wish i could just fall out my body and become a new person
To: Bluebird
I just dont know what to do. Please help me. I have a felling Im gonna do something i regret
To: Bluebird
When you held me i felt safe for the first time in forever. I miss that feeling
To: Bluebird
I just wanna be someone else. I hate being me. I hate how distant i get towards you guys
To: Bluebird
I know I push you away but i just really want help
To: Bluebird
I dont know what to do anymore
To: Bluebird
I am just overreacting. I just need to suck it up sometimes.
To: Bluebird
Its all my fault Im like this.
To: Bluebird
Im just so tired of myself. I dont deserve u guys. I dont get how you can say you love me. I dont deserve it
To: Bluebird
Im sorry Im so mean. Im genuinely so sick of myself. Im just the scum of the earth
To: bluebird
Im so sorry Im likr this
To: Bluebird
Idk why Im complaining. Im the one who pushes everyone away . IM the one who gets mad for no reason
To: Bluebird
God I hate myself so much. Its all my fault all this stuff happened to me over the years
To: Bluebird
Also Im scared to talk to my mom because I KNOW shell just tell me to grow up. Maybe I am the problem
To: Bluebird
Im sorry Im so rude all the time. I genuinely think I should leave the GC.
To: Bluebird
I love how you dont comfort me I HATE when people comfort me. It makes me feel like Im overthinking everything and I should just stop talking
To: Bluebird
Why do you care for me?
To: Bluebird
Im so sorry I get so upset. The friend group would be so much without me
To: Bluebird
I dont know why Im so pissed at everyone. I wish i didnt care so much. I just wanna be happy
To: Bluebird
Im so sick of it. I dont wanna wake up tomorrow
To: Bluebird
Im so sorry Im like this. Im such an idiot. Im sick of myself. I hate myself so much. I just wanna run away like the coward I am
To: Bluebird
Im surprised you arent sick of me. If I where you Id leave me the first opportunity I had
To: Bluebird
Im so sorry Im like this. You deserve way better than me
To: Bluebird
PLEASE dont do it. I would feel awful if you did anything to hurt yourself. I feel awful about you even thinking like this. Bluebird Im so sorry.
To: Bluebird
Im so sorry im like this
To: Bluebird
I think Im genuinely starting to like you back. Maybe you do get alll the huzz
To: Bluebird
Ur my knight in shining armor btw. Thanks for always saving me from my despair. (Fluttering eyelashes) mwah!
To: Bluebird
Is it bad I think about you at night before I get to sleep. I also think about you when I think about doing something to myself so I stop trying to
To: Bluebird
I really dont get how you can love someone as rude and mean as me
To: Bluebird
Im so sorry for leaving you back then because I was a coward and I still am. Im sorry that you have had to ever worry about me
To: Bluebird
Im sorry for always running away from my problems and not talking to you. I know how selfish I am and you dont have to tell me otherwise
To: Bluebird
Sorry for pushing you and others away. I feel like a coward. Always running away.
To: Bluebird
ILY boiiiii (just kidding)
To: Bluebird
Love you senpai!! (Dont tease me for this Baka i just wanna be nice)
To: Bluebird
im glad we resolved our past problems because you are so nice to me and i really dont deserve you. Thanks I really enjoy our time together
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