To: Buhlebuzile
Its been a couple of months now and i still think about u.Some days i think I've healed while other days the wound opens up deeper than be4.Miss u tho
To: Buhlebuzile
And after all this while i still feel empty. Seeing that you moved on don't be hurting me it's the thought of how easily you replaced me that hurts.
To: buhlebuzile
I so wanna go back to the time you first said my name out loud. How awkward i used to just be. Damn life goes on fast but i just be behind in the past
To: buhlebuzile
Re-read one of my apology letters to you a copy of what i gave you.if you could just read the last paragraph again and see what i meant fr. I meant it
To: buhlebuzile
I so wanna go back in time to the day i first saw you, how lovely you were.Its true you can't unlove a person who has your heart.-quan
To: buhlebuzile
Well i dont even know how to reach out to you anymore, just dont have the heart 4 it. I want to i just dont know how you'd take it. But I'll be fine.
To: buhlebuzile
Crazy how i cant even tell my bsf about all of this cause it keeps tearing me apart.You were the closest I've ever gotten to openin' up.
To: buhlebuzile
I hope you do not see me as a person surrounded by life's burden.I've learnt that i cannot change what be happening just gotta push forward.
To: buhlebuzile
Well look at me Ive lost a lot of people this year and its fine I mean its not like i was attached to her or anything. I DO NOT HATE HER.I'm just done
To: buhlebuzile
I so wanna tell you all about it at least talking to you always lessened the burden i was carrying. I never wanna make it about her anymore.
To: buhlebuzile
Man I've reached rock bottom today was it. I did something which i should have done a long time ago. My mom will probably hate me now. But its fine.
To: buhlebuzile
My question is if a heart is broken so many times, can it still continue to break even after being told about the heartbreaking revelations???
To: buhlebuzile
All the things I've been writing about suddenly don't mean shi anymore. Here I am indulging in knew addictive habits just so i can stop feeling.
To: buhlebuzile
Just discovered the heartbreaking truth covered in betrayal. All the progress I've made so far turned to ashes. Such a confidential betrayal, wow...
To: buhlebuzile
There's no wish left in this heart anymore or perhaps there's no heart. I can't sleep no more. my insomnia got worse,prisoner to my own thoughts-quan.
To: Buhlebuzile
I am feeling empty inside not gon' lie the only thing i wanted today was to spend my hours with you. Is it too much to ask for...would say pull up but
To: buhlebuzile
My only wish is to link up with you one last time. It be like i can feel you slowly fading away without even looking back. And all i can do is miss yu
To: Buhlebuzile
Honestly i don't know why i still write to u, why i still bother knowing that you'll never respond back,or maybe I'm still madly in love with yu- quan
To: Buhlebuzile
not gonna lie, I'm slowly starting to feel you fade away and i can't stand it.Crazy how i was all about communicating now we don't even talk no more.Q
To: Buhlebuzile
It's okay we tried it,we couldn't make it.No need for toxicity or hatred.Just love, take care my baby. I'll love you forever-quan.
To: buhlebuzile
The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding smthg to live for. you were that smthg for me. Hope you are at peace. -q
To: buhlebuzile
I don't know if I'm terrified of actually meeting you or never seeing you again, i really can't decide.-quan
To: buhlebuzile
I'm always writing to you but never really sure when to send it to you. I'm just afraid you'll act cold towards me and it stings my heart each day.
To: Buhlebuzile
wished you knew how I'm breaking apart rn. I've got no one to lean on i just feel suffocated without u by my side.I hope you find your way to me smday
To: Buhlebuzile
I never planned on folding, my love for you was royal and stubborn. I loved you and you left.Honestly i can never be your friend coz i love you...quan
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