To: Cecil
I cant believe I still think of you and want to tell you all thats happened in this crazy life, everyone would see right through it though.
To: Cecil
And Im so confused you said never again and I believed you! I went off I tried to build something with what i had. all this time taught me i cant love
To: Cecil
Why now? When its been so long and Ive done nothing but turn a blind eye?
To: Cecil
When I think of the ocean I cant help but think of you. I miss it, that makes me miss you. You will always be synonymous to the oceans to me.
To: Cecil
Was I only yours cause I was the only one left? Do you even think about how we met? I keep raking over the history, Im not ready to forget it all.
To: Cecil
I will become my best self for you, and I need you to try aswell. I love you my lieblingsmench
To: Cecil
Ive realized I need to take this time to heal too. I wish we talked this over sooner, we mightve helped things and gotten through without a break
To: Cecil
I hope you never see these, what an embarrassment i've made of all our memories Im sorry precious
To: Cecil
I can't believe this is how I have to relieve my wants to talk to you. This is So lonely. I miss you
To: Cecil
Now that I've grown up, I was childish, you were right. I Ruined it all. But what now? I guess im not grown up. I still want you to tell me what to do
To: Cecil
My Mortician, You face death every day, but you're the reason I feel so alive.