To: collin
i hope youre doing okay, your reposts said otherwise. its hard to not view your profile once in awhile. i wonder how you are still
To: collin
we were supposed to be forever but my own stupid actions ruined that im so so sorry baby you were the best thing that ever happened to me
To: collin
pls just atleast give me a sign youre doing okay ml
To: collin
its been over 4 months since we broke up and i still wonder what if i didnt f up
To: collin
im sorry for everything.
To: collin
do you remember my caterpillar? she misses you almost as much as i do
To: collin
i doubt youll ever see this, but i regret what i did still every single day. i live w the guilt and it eats me alive wondering what we couldve been
To: collin
i still think about what we couldve been all the time, i hope youre happy with that new girl and im so sorry i hurt you it will forever haunt me
To: Collin
I know we're only friends now, but do you ever think about getting closer again? I won't make a move on you, but I keep hoping you might. idk
To: Collin
Goodluck in the future.. hope you find someone you'll love. I hope you've had a chance for yourself to heal.. thank you for everything
To: Collin
Collin to be honest thank you.. for giving me a reality where you loved me and only me.. thank you for caring for me..
To: Collin
But how could I fight when I've been hurt so much by men who thought they loved me but never really did. how can I fight when that same thing happened
To: Collin
I'm sorry.. For not asking you "Are you sure about this?..", I'm sorry for not fighting for you
To: Collin
I'm so dumb.. I should have waited to date you.. I should have asked if you really were over him
To: Collin
I knew from the moment you kept mentioning your ex.. I knew you weren't over him. But I just kept it in the inside, hoping you really were moving on
To: Collin
It shouldn't have hurt this much.. it still does.. it still really does
To: Collin
The day you told me everything. It hurt. I wanted to say more but I couldn't.. how can I say something that I knew I was expecting
To: Collin
I need to move on from you.. I pretend like I do but I know, I'm lying to myself
To: Collin
I hate.. how you told me that it was your last when you actually never truly loved me.. I loved you but I guess we weren't really meant to be
To: Collin
You don't know how much love I have for you! I want to give you the love that you deserve my lovely boyfriend! You are the best boyfriend ever!