To: dm
I'll try my best to not bother you
To: dm
tricked myself into thinking you cared. ouch.
To: dm
i still dont understand what you want w/ me. im completely drained trying to figure it out. maybe it's cuz im looking for something that isnt there.
To: dm
a lot of the time i feel like im bothering u when i text u, & like im the only one trying. doesnt really seem like u wanna hang out or talk tbh.
To: dm
please, help me understand. i want to understand you. i want to actually know you, not just this surface level stuff. let me see you. let me in.
To: dm
sometimes the things left unsaid weigh on me. i wonder if we'll ever have an honest conversation about it, or if we'll let it be. i want us to know.
To: dm
I dont want u to turn into someone I knew briefly once. I want you in my life. I want you to stay. I want to stay. When things change, dont disappear.
To: DM
I'm beyond exhausted here, too... I'm not messaging you because I know how it'll go, just like every other time for the last year... a bit more now
To: dm
you deserve all the good things. always. i hope you know that. i hope you're doing well.
To: dm
yearning is the most useless feeling and i wish it would stop. trying to stay grounded. wish i could talk to you about it, that would stop the feeling
To: dm
im realizing that i mightve been completely wrong about everything. & unrequited feelings blow. i need to let you go.
To: dm
you do live in my head rent free.
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