To: elio
i love you. take care
To: Elio
2026 and im still thinking about you. Your impact on me will stay for life, for the better. I hope your okay. You're strong, always have been. - N
To: Elio
I still look at our gaming-clips sometimes and just smile to myself.Our distance was needed,cause only now i know no one understood me like you did.
To: Elio
I never stopped caring about you, my love. When you come back, I'll be here... waiting...
To: Elio
will it ever be us?
To: Elio
I miss you I wish we were still friends
To: Elio
Elio,I wanted to tell u today, everything I never planned to,buy unfortunately.. n why do I feel a sting? This bad? It wasn't supposed to be this way.
To: elio
i told you before that no matter how long we have gone without talking, we will still be friends- i meant that. reach out, i miss you
To: Elio
Today,I again wish we never met.It's hurting again,in each way possible.It's hurting.n u'll Never know a thing.Even if u do maybe nothing will change.
To: Elio
Please be safe forever, safe from everything.You,ur heart,your soul,there will be someone who'll help you to protect yourself forever, from everything
To: Elio
just... We just know eachother n the part which we allow to be seen, nothing more. Then why? We just know eachother since a few years...
To: Elio
Its soo strange how somebody like me can feel this way. Without knowing the person in depth,Or atleast a little bit.But all we had or have is just...
To: Elio
Did i really do something bad to u? I promise. I never meant to. I dont want to feel like i care for u. Its.. Its soo strange...
To: Elio
I... I think im just sorry to myself, not to u anymore. Its kind of bad, but i think its.. Its real. Why r u even haunting me like a ghost?
To: Elio
Its hurting again Elio, its hurting again.... Why did i even talked to u in class tht day?
To: Elio
Maybe in another life, or in another universe...
To: Elio
I don't blame you, it's just that it hurts. And I have no way to get out of this other than accepting this and hoping it to fade away slowly..
To: Elio
Maybe it was your eyes, or maybe personality or maybe Just your presence which felt something like home to me. And my fault was that I let myself feel
To: Elio
You're special, else why would someone like me be this way for you?
To: Elio
It's strange but it's this way. Not everyone gets everything they want, and maybe for me it's you..But I really hope that doesn't happens with you
To: Elio
You never even asked me about how I'm, and here I'm ready to give up everything. It might sound way too much. But I'm just letting out whatever it is.
To: Elio
But yk what's the tragedy? I'll never know when you need me, when your suffering or in pain. Because we have never been that close.
To: Elio
Because, I asked Lord to give your part of pain and sufferings to me, I'll gladly take them and bear them just because I can't bear seeing you in pain
To: Elio
But, I pray you always have everything that you need and want. Find soft true love and all the success. May you never feel loney, pain or suffer...
To: Elio
But I still have the hopeless wish to hold you in the most innocent way possible and to listen to you. It's just a sweet fairytale.
To: Elio
I know, we have never been serious with anything, but I'm just a difficult person. It's my fault that I'm feeling this way. My fault that I allowed it
To: Elio
I cried in front of Lord today while talking about you. Lord didn't say anything but I could feel the silence drilling in my chest
To: Elio
I really hope I never met you, talked you in class that day, or ever been friendly with you. All of that turned into pain for me.
To: Elio
I think I should not bear the disrespect..(pain) of feeling unworthy. Because you don't care...
To: Elio
I feel soo desperate to talk to you. But also I never want to talk to you again. You make me feel like my efforts r not worth.and I think I should not
To: Elio
I cried last night while having your thoughts, it's strange and painful, but why is it this way?
To: Elio
I don't want you to be hurt.I always pray to god to give your part of pain and sufferings to me, I'll gladly break for you.
To: Elio
But, can we just talk once and clear ourselves, in case we have any misunderstandings or unknowingly hurted eachother? You're a good person
To: Elio
I actually did alot of tests n etc to know why I feel this way, each one of them says it's love. Idk abt love but it's just, I'm selfless when its you
To: Elio
But, I'm okay unless and until you're fine and happy. But I promise even after decades, if you reach out to me for anything,I'll be there for you.
To: Elio
But, it hurts, the thought of you with someone else hurts me unknowingly I start to tear up. Never felt anything like this before, ever.
To: Elio
I wonder if you completely want to ignore me or there's something else. Just say it to me, I'm always going to respect you and your boundaries.
To: Elio
I wish you knew..
To: Elio
I thought it's a simple 1st crush.But it turned into pain.its been 9 months since you're on my mind while I'm trying to get rid of it continuously....
To: Elio
My heart breaks a little when I notice you're much better without me being around. Why do I want to be with you when we owe nothing to eachother?
To: Elio
You don't seem to care at all, it hurts me when I think of it or look at you while you're with others. I've never felt this before.
To: Elio
I wish you loved me back...
To: Elio
I wish you knew how much effort I'm willing to put in.
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