To: Emelia
Hey cupcake, I never stopped loving you.
To: Emelia
Hey i know things have been off for us but thank you for everything-blue
To: Emelia
Do you actually think Im evil
To: Emelia
I love you so much, thank you for being such a great best friend
To: Emelia
You took something that was very special to me and I thought that you understood me. That you wouldnt hurt me again. But I was wrong
To: Emelia
You shouldnt have said that you liked me, you shouldnt have asked me to be your gf, and you shouldnt have said that you loved me if you didnt
To: Emelia
I already knew, im not dumb. If you knew from the beginning that you were js gonna leave then you shouldve left me alone
To: Emelia
Dont tell me to forget abt you when yk I wont. You were my baby and hurts so much knowing that you arent anymore
To: Emelia
How can you tell me to move on when youre the one who came back to me. I was always second choice to you, but I still let you in when I was scared to
To: Emelia
I wasnt your first kiss or your first love but you were mine. I wasnt worth it enough for you to stay and its okay.i still care about you so much eme
To: Emelia
CAUGHT YOU (from kai)
To: Emelia
Please get out of my dreams
To: Emelia
Why wont you get out of my head
To: Emelia
Ill stop now, dont respond to this
To: Emelia
Its hard not to
To: Emelia
Ngl I deleted yours too whoopsies but ik and yk Im here too if you need
To: Emelia
I know, Ill keep giving you space and only ask you do the same. Thats okay with me we both need to focus on ourselves
To: Emelia
Thank you for everything
To: Emelia
you can make jokes, sybau youre gonna make me too and even if we cant be friends right now maybe we can another day but Im not going to try 2 force it
To: Emelia
Thank you for being a chapter in my life
To: Emelia
Youre right, and time will heal us both. Well be okay even without each other
To: Emelia
I know youll do great too
To: Emelia
I hope youre able to find someone who can understand you and match your needs, and that things will get better. I still care for and respect you too
To: Emelia
You made me realize I deserve better too. We both messed up, but thank you for being with me.
To: Emelia
Know I didnt want to block you, its just want I need to heal right now. Knowing your thoughts is only slowing me down
To: Emelia
Even tho Im frustrated Ill never talk ill of you
To: Emelia
I know. Im sorry Im mad but youre right it is for the best. I wish the best for you
To: Emelia
I know. I see that now
To: Emelia
This is my last message, anything else after THIS is not me. Thank you for being a part of my life. I hope you can find happiness. I love you so much
To: Emelia
I would never joke about something like this and I know you wouldnt either
To: Emelia
I didnt write that message. Someones just trying to make me look bad. I mean every single word and more
To: Emelia
I was joking about everything
To: Emelia
I love you too
To: Emelia
Its okay dont say anything, get some sleep and take care of yourself. I promise Ill be okay
To: Emelia
Im gonna miss you so bad
To: Emelia
Youll always matter to me
To: Emelia
Im sorry I couldnt be the person you wanted me to be, im sorry I wasnt better
To: Emelia
You were my first real friend who never made me feel judged and made me feel like I could be myself
To: Emelia
It hurts so bad not being able to talk to the one person I always want to talk to
To: Emelia
Even my room feels like its too much to be in and I cant bring myself to delete any pictures
To: Emelia
I should have noticed more
To: Emelia
I just hope even if we cant be friends right now we can again in the future
To: Emelia
Ill take care of myself I promise
To: Emelia
I dont want to have days go by without hearing your sweet voice
To: Emelia
Would you have let me hold you longer?
To: Emelia
Dont apologize for anything. Nothing is your fault and you out in so much effort nd made me feel so special
To: Emelia
No one hates you at all. I wish this doesnt have to be so hard on us
To: Emelia
I hate that I need to know how youre doing
To: Emelia
I just wish everything could go back to normal but I dont want you to suffer in silence anymore
To: Emelia
I love you so much my chest physically aches. You dont understand how hard it is to let go but I still will for you
To: Emelia
Please dont feel bad about needing to take care of yourself even tho you dont want me romantically Im still here for you and always will be
To: Emelia
I'll stop writing these now. I love you so much okay? I'll be okay too
To: Emelia
Thank you for always being patient with me. Thank you for teaching me how to love
To: Emelia
I should be mad but i can't bring myself to be
To: Emelia
Will you remember everything we did together?
To: Emelia
Im sorry Im so so sorry
To: Emelia
Idk if youll even check this Im js talking to myself atp
To: Emelia
Somethings wrong with me Im so attached to you Im sorry
To: Emelia
Will you still wave at me when I pass by? Will you still show me your pretty smile? Or do you never want to look at me again
To: Emelia
I have unfinished gifts for you but I cant bring myself to throw them out
To: Emelia
Im gonna miss waking up beside you in the mornings when you would cuddling up closer to me. Im gonna miss how warm you felt
To: Emelia
Youre the one person I could talk to when my life felt horrible and now youre the one person I cant
To: Emelia
If things were different, would you still be here?
To: Emelia
I cant believe this time last year I was in shock you wanted me and now Im in shock you left
To: Emelia
Thank you for making me feel so loved and special. Thank you for being there when I needed you. Thank you for being someone I could trust
To: Emelia
My body feels gross
To: Emelia
I shouldve loved you better. I should have said something when something felt off
To: Emelia
I wish the last time I held you, I couldve held you longer. Im so sorry Im making this so hard on you
To: Emelia
I feel so pathetic
To: Emelia
Ive cried for 3 days straight over you. Is this as hard as it is for you as it is for me?
To: Emelia
Im scared I wont be able to move on. Im scared because I dont want to
To: Emelia
You dont understand how much regret I have for what happened in December I think about that night everyday and hate myself a little bit more
To: Emelia
Im sorry for never making the first move
To: Emelia
Do you still talk about me to your friends and family? How many of them hate me now? How many of them always did?
To: Emelia
I dont want to hurt you more but I need you to hear everything I need to say. All of these messages are from me and you know it
To: Emelia
My room is constant reminder of you but I physically cant get rid of all of your gifts which makes this so much harder
To: Emelia
You were the first real friend Ive ever had
To: Emelia
Im so scared to go on without you. I lost my love and my best friend out of the blue, where do I go from here?
To: Emelia
Ill never forget our first kiss, the first time you said you loved me, and our last kiss and the last i love you from your sweet voice
To: Emelia
Maybe its a good thing you left, you deserve better
To: Emelia
I cant stop writing these bc I cant say my if this directly without feeling guilty, but Im so sorry for the way I treated you.
To: Emelia
Whatever happens, I hope youre happy in your new life without me. Never once have I been mad or upset with you
To: Emelia
You were my first everything. I wanted you to be my last too but I shouldve given myself that idea that you would be
To: Emelia
Youre so gorgeous. The prettiest girl Ive ever seen. Whoever holds you next doesnt know how lucky they are to have such a perfect girl in their arms
To: Emelia
I never thought our memories could hurt so bad to think about
To: Emelia
I could never hate you which is what makes this so much harder
To: Emelia
I wish we could at least still be friends, I dont want a life without you in it at all. I miss laughing at dumb jokes with you even just as friends
To: Emelia
I will do anything to see you happy even if it hurts me for a little bit but Ill be strong for you
To: Emelia
I hate how much I still love you
To: Emelia
This hurts so bad knowing we cant be together anymore
To: Emelia
ill always love you. Im sorry I cant be with you without hurting. But Ill be waiting, and IIllalways be here for you. I love you - Jay
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