To: Eva
I just want you to be happy so I wont reach out again
To: Eva
How cld I feel smth so real and it be one sided. I need to move on fr. And I am but when everything is quiet I feel sad abt how things unfolded.
To: Eva
wish you changed your mind. I fear Im not on your mind and Im just wasting my energy. Im just stuck in rumination. Space is helping Im scared 4 school
To: Eva
Im fine and then I get memory and I get confused all over again. Its like no matter what or who I do lol I cant get rid of the feelings 4u
To: Eva
Just tell me you miss me and Id come back. You know I would come back. I dont want to be out here lol but u dont care. lol.
To: Eva
I wish you felt the same connection I did it just feels too right to be wrong or messy
To: Eva
You changed so much that i can't even recognize you anymore, i miss you
To: eva
i think about u a lot, i wish we could get back in contact! i remember when u recommended me sunkissed by khai dreams, whenever i hear it i think of u
To: Eva
'I told you so' and you did.
To: Eva
It's been a while now and I'm starting to understand why you did what you did. It wasn't the best thing to do, but I understand you. Can we try again?
To: Eva
I loved you. I did. I hated pj but you made it worth it. I guess it was all a lie. What can I even believe? Was anything you said true?
To: Eva
Why do you punish people for loving you?
To: Eva
We don't talk anymore, but I know you're going through hard times. Despite everything, I still care for you as an individual and I hope you're okay.
To: eva
perfect girl. its not fair.
To: eva
i wanted it to be you. i wasnt ready to be with someone and i regret making you go through those times with me. also brat kinda
To: Eva
I'm sorry I was a bad friend. I hope you realize that we all were and even if you don't forgive any of us,I really hope you consider distancing urself
To: Eva
i guess... i was the one loving you more after all (a bittersweet win)
To: Eva
do remember when we were kids Evie and I would always use to lie to you,now tables have turned