To: ex
don't ever leave messages for me on here again
To: ex
why did u have to have such a big impact on my life. Ur always in the back of my mind lingering. Not even cause i miss u but we went thru sm shi tg
To: Ex
Man shoutout you putting me on to K-pop. Will always be bumping that and for those 3-4 years we were together. Sorry for my ignorance love-A.
To: Ex
Also trying to slide into the dms of people I know is so disgusting. And also hilarious since they all rejected u lmfao
To: Ex
That hot and cold energy is so stank. I feel like u have to be attractive to be playing hard to get. Ur ego has gotten so gross nd nasty
To: Ex
Also sliding into the DMs of everyone is so embarrassing. Like how many times do u have to get left on read lmfaooooo
To: Ex
That hot and cold energy is so stank. I feel like u have to be attractive to be playing hard to get
To: Ex
I wish my ex the best but I dont love or even like him anymore. Just a month ago if he asked to hang out I wouldve in a heartbeat. Now hell nahhhhh
To: ex
5 years later and i still love you so much.. ill never stop loving you, never stop comparing everyone i meet to you.. in another life?
To: Ex
3 years of my life just for u to say u were never happy in the relationship. Why the hell did u stay then. U could never just communicate
To: Ex
3 years just to say u were never happy. Ill never be able to wrap my head around that. Never.
To: Ex
Lied to make urself the victim after. Acted like the whole thing was hell for u, when Im sure it was pretty enjoyable. Smile plastered to ur face
To: Ex
They asked me about u and I said I never even dated u. It was a lie, but I think its fair since u lied during the whole relationship
To: Ex
The funniest part is that u were the one that promised to be there for me, but they are the one thats here and not u. Funny how that worked out huh?
To: Ex
Its one of the most genuine friendships I have right now. All those problems u caused because u were jealous were a waste of time. I told u so.
To: Ex
Today I texted someone that u were always jealous of. And its funny, we are both single now. But just like before theres no interest there
To: ex
you should have known better, you absolute scoundrel. i always felt used and objectified, but i'm the author and artist of my own story now.
To: Ex
I hate that I dont hate u. Its the worst part of this whole thing. At least if I hated u I could just pretend u never happened
To: Ex
Incredibly shitty to know u viewed the relationship and me like that near the end. Very eye opening...
To: Ex
Was a really convincing performance. Sadly I would ask for an encore but I respect myself a bit too much for that. And u hate me a bit too much anyway
To: Ex
I hate that I believed u when u said u loved me and would fight to be with me forever. Part of me knew it was a lie but I wanted to believe it so bad.
To: Ex
I hate that I dont hate u. It would make everything so much easier
To: Ex
Terrible to know u viewed the relationship like that. Makes me look back at it very differently. Maybe they arent fond memories anymore...
To: Ex
Just like how I shouldve communicated with u about struggles, u shouldve communicated to me about ur feelings. Now I feel like it was all a lie/act
To: Ex
Avoiding confrontation only makes the situation worse, and doesnt let u actually connect with ur partner. I learned that from our relationship as well
To: Ex
If u wouldve just said when stuff upset u or when u felt our connection was weaker, then we wouldve been able to fix it. Instead here we are
To: Ex
I wish u wouldve just said how u felt in the moment. We both sucked at communication. But hiding ur feelings made it so we couldnt solve the problems
To: Ex
Maybe we did work out in another dimension, and maybe not. Im glad we met in this one even for a short while. Take care.
To: Ex
And thatll be the last time we see each other. The final meeting. And everything will have worked out perfectly.
To: Ex
And well smile at each other but wont approach. And well silently be happy that each other found someone else worth promising forever to.
To: Ex
And maybe well bump into each other at a grocery store one day. And well peek at each others hands to see if theres a wedding ring. And there will be
To: Ex
And then Ill meet someone else and all the gifts u gave me will end up in a thrift store or landfill. Youll be with someone else and I will too
To: Ex
And as the scent starts to fade, the memories will to. And Ill stop taking the shirts out from the hiding spot. Maybe Ill even throw them out
To: Ex
Ill take the shirts u gave me out from the hiding spot I put them in, and Ill try to get any trace of cologne left on them so I dont feel so alone.
To: Ex
So for now Ill settle on dreams of u since I cant have the real u. Ill settle for the memories because thats as close as I can get to you.
To: Ex
To love is to lose. I pray I find someone who has the ability to follow through with their words. I havent met anyone like that, but I hope I do.
To: Ex
I wish u understood me. I feel duped. U sold me a lie that u love me and would wait for me. But when times got hard u abandoned me. Like Im nothing.
To: Ex
My journal hears a lot about u. The good and the bad. Theres different eras. Sometimes I swear Im still in love with u. Other times I cant stand u.
To: Ex
Youre really mean for using my vulnerability against me. How can I trust you again? You cant even say these things to my face youre leading me on