To: Hamad
it's so quiet with you gone, I miss you, but I know logically this is better but idk
To: Hamad
Seeing u around and not speaking is hurting so bad, I can't sleep and I can't focus on anything, idk why it's hitting me all over again, I hate this
To: Hamad
Why do I miss u? U brought me nothing, maybe comfort,u never cared, never wanted to even be friends, yet I still miss u so badly, I just want to speak
To: Hamad
Why am I still hoping that u will care or come and speak to me?? idk why I miss speaking to u although it always hurt. I'm sorry, it's so dumb
To: Hamad
Why do I still want to speak to u so badly? I was only upset when we spoke yet I still miss u for some reason idk why, I feel so childish, I'm sorry
To: Hamad
You forgot about me, about us. Please come back to me, S
To: Hamad
I feel like i already regret saying we shoudnt be friends, i miss you but its best for both of us. i wanna hug u again,u r so sweet,im sorry,take care
To: Hamad
I need to stop wishing that u will change,that maybe u will write somth here,or maybe text me or anything,ik u won't and I'm dumb for hoping,bye bye
To: Hamad
We were never meant to be but sometimes I wish u would just say we r and maybe then we would be.Its stupid but as long as u r happy with her,Im happy
To: Hamad
I want the best for you and ik us not speaking is exactly that but I can't help but miss you.Thank you for never hurting me and always being patient