To: Jaggar
It goes without saying, but I lost the real me 3/14/25
To: Jaggar
also if im being brutally honest, i thought of you more as the mom i never had. its wrong but i still wish we could text the exact way we used to rn
To: Jaggar
So if love is pain, then twist the blade and never let me go
To: Jaggar
Happy best friends day! I love you
To: Jaggar
I think now I kinda spilled all the stuff on my mind, I feel like now Ive been healing better? Some of it a little too persnl, but i think im bttr off
To: Jaggar
That last thingy from me was kinda overdramatic, I'm doing well, really enjoying my hobby actually! Starting to get why you played tarkov loll
To: Jaggar
I guess I never really needed you, but I miss being happy instead of just content with things
To: Jaggar
You have the most charming personality. Talking with you was always so exciting - it felt like the only time I've seen a real person, not some NPC
To: Jaggar
There isn't enough vice or love in the world to fill the little empty space your absence left. I love you. I miss you more than you'll ever know
To: Jaggar
I always wonder how you thought I was fun enough to spend time with. They only ever want me around with their friends, they never want personal time
To: Jaggar
Door's always open though, even though we're probably totally different people by now. I miss you in any way whatsoever, I may love but ur still home
To: Jaggar
Maybe these prolly a little too honest words were the closure I needed. If I don't cya this life or the next, you were my greatest adventure dudeski
To: Jaggar
I've always craved your presence unimaginably so. I wouldn't have cared if you kissed them and told me how much you loved them right in front of me
To: Jaggar
I hate that you wasted your time on who I was - a bad person who ran from himself and his problems instead of confronting them
To: Jaggar
I always wonder if my poor temper was projection - because of the distance I forced in trying to keep a friend I couldnt afford to lose
To: Jaggar
I've grown used to a duller sky, but I miss the special kind of happiness a friend like you brought me. It followed me even thru days we werent hangin
To: Jaggar
Losing you stripped me of my cowardice, but you're the person I wanted to be brave for more than anyone
To: Jaggar
For a lng time, Ive had no dreams. Evr since, I dream rarely, but its alwys us, where nothn went wrong. Waking up from those is wrse than any nightmre
To: Jaggar
I'm a liar. They tell me I'm their favorite, and its my obligation to say they're mine, but if I had the choice, it was always you
To: Jaggar
Oh, the way your friendship painted more color in my life than love ever will. The artist that never left my heart
To: Jaggar
I should probably stop yabbling but I just wish you understood how sorry I am, even without the chance of anything in return. I'll always love you
To: Jaggar
You were always the smart one. I just wish some of that rubbed off on me before we couldn't be friends, lovers, anything at all anymore
To: Jaggar
I'm dwelling too much, always have, I need to let go. I'm sure you don't really care about that stuff anymore, but I've always thought abt it evry day
To: Jaggar
How couldn't I see the way I got high to forget every mistake I made instead of learning from them? Why did you have to pay for my illness?
To: Jaggar
Sorry for everything. You were the love of my life
To: Jaggar
Oh, the way you held my oddities and insecurities like you loved them as much as you loved me
To: Jaggar
And if you see this, its not a big deal anymore, its cathartic for me, I've always wanted to take accountability in a really honest way
To: Jaggar
If u somehow see this and its something u wanna do, even if u end up changing ur mind, feel free to hmu!! I miss hearin from bestie and first love
To: Jaggar
I was so blind that I put blame on you, when anything that ever went wrong between us was always my fault. You never deserved that
To: Jaggar
I wish you were a youtuber or streamer so you could still make me laugh like I used to
To: Jaggar
You always gave and gave so much that I never needed or asked for. I appreciated it so much, but it never played a part in me loving you
To: Jaggar
The person I was when you were around was for you and only you. I'd refuse to show it to anyone else, as if I even could
To: Jaggar
I wanted the 'us' that nvr happened, but I just miss 'you' more than anythng. Byebye snickerdoodle, u were the best woman I evr met x3 -4rtnite pirate
To: Jaggar
I'm sorry it took me finally trying to put down the pot for me to realize how much I didn't like anyone, and you were the only interaction I wanted
To: Jaggar
I held my feelings so close to my chest, wanting to be friends forever, that it tore me apart from the inside, and I took it out on you.Imissyou4ever
To: Jaggar
If it's what you want, in another life, I'll be the bestie you deserve this time around. I'm sorry I was so immature, I was always the problem
To: Jaggar
I'm sorry I always pushed you away to find someone better, when I dreamt of you marrying me. I loved you so much, that your friendship was everything
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