To: jen
hi jenjen !! i really hope you see this, youve been an amazing best friend all these years. i hope we get to meet one day !!!
To: jen
i wish my illness and its affects on me didnt have to destroy everything from the roots its plaguing everything
To: jen
idc about in what context we're both humans and ur so amazing
To: jen
all i want is for us to be happy and healthy and feel like ourselves
To: jen
and its not like i can tell you anymore idk what happened between us which is one of the main problems this just sucks and i hope you(/we) get better
To: jen
your amazing but your just making me so much sicker than i already am and its making it impossible for me to get better and you may not even know
To: jen
just be friends bc i never want to lose you but youre torturing me and dont even know it the flirting and the ghosting ik u arent well ily and
To: jen
im so sick and loving a friend like this so badly in a complicated situation is making me much worse bro just end my pain and reject me so we can
To: jen
i feel terrible and sick and ik we both feel like that but i care so much about you but do you relate? i miss you its making me so sick
To: Jen
I have such a heartache for you. I want you so bad Jen, I want to feel your hart. I want to do the most yearning thing ever for you because i love u.
To: Jen
By calling yourself cringe and pathetic for feeling sad and lonely, all the time, I relate, so you think in cringe and pathetic? thanks
To: Jen
By calling yourself cxinge and pxthetic for feeling sad and lonely, all the time, I relate, so you think in cxinge and pxthetic? thanks
To: Jen
I'm sorry if I was a bad friend, I hope we can meet again someday.