To: Jinhwan
I always want to hear from you.
To: Jinhwan
Despite everything you did, I still think of you and miss you.
To: Jinhwan
There's things I wanna say to you but I'll just let you live, like if you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did.
To: Jinhwan
She must be really special if you threw away someone who loved you like I did.
To: Jinhwan
You told me I was your everything. And now you're holding someone else like I never existed.
To: Jinhwan
She was going to call you "appa". She was going to dance in my kitchen while you sang. Now she only lives in my memory.
To: Jinhwan
Maybe if I were more like you, I wouldn't be here writing messages you'll never read.
To: Jinhwan
You moved on like I never happened. And I still write to you like you're coming back.
To: Jinhwan
We talked about a baby girl with my curls and your eyes. She'll never exist. But I still dream of her sometimes.
To: Jinhwan
You promised me forever in a language I was still learning. And now Im fluent in missing you.
To: Jinhwan
I used to picture her, our baby girl, with your sleepy eyes and my wild curls. I still whisper her goodnight.
To: Jinhwan
I was already in love with the life we had'nt lived yet. You let it die before it even took it's first breath.
To: Jinhwan
You chose her. And maybe she's prettier, closer, easier. But she's not the one who stayed up every night loving you across oceans.
To: Jinhwan
Can't I have you?
To: Jinhwan
You sang that loving me was easy. Then left me with a song and no arms to hold me after.
To: Jinhwan
I still whisper "I love you" to a screen that doesnt glow anymore.
To: Jinhwan
You gave me a duck. I gave you my heart.
To: Jinhwan
You said wed meet in July. You never said youd leave in February.