To: juaquin
i don't like you back, but we can still be friends! i think you're a nice guy, honestly. keep trying, youre gonna do good.
To: Juaquin
Goodbye juaquin. Take care of yourself. Dont forget on your next trip to texas to bring your art supplies back to florida with you.
To: Juaquin
I finally feel at peace with everything that happened. I hope youve moved on properly as well
To: Juaquin
Closure was something you refused to give me so i had to find it myself.
To: Juaquin
I hope you are doing well and continue to get better and better in everything you do juaquin. You are much smarter and more capable than you think
To: Juaquin
I came to my home town for a few weeks its been really comforting. I think you reminded me of my hometown. You made me homesick for a while.
To: Juaquin
You idolized me and didnt care to actually know ME. I dont regret any of it but im happy ive moved past it
To: Juaquin
Im doing amazing and even though i saw so much in you i dont think you wouldve ever been good to me or saw me for who i actually am
To: Juaquin
I still hold positive feelings toward you but i dont think of you anymore. I dont hold you in the forefront of my mind or heart anymore
To: Juaquin
Its silly to document this here its not like anyone will ever see these but im officially over you.
To: Juaquin
I just finished another run I saw you were playing 7 days to die when i was replying to a message earlier I dont check my phone anymore
To: Juaquin
Playing my guitar is soothing and it helps me stop crying. I feel dumb for feeling so depressed over you but i cant control it. -M
To: Juaquin
I got taco bell for dinner tonight. I feel kinda silly for it but idk. Mewmews purring is the one thing that helps me sleep.
To: Juaquin
I started watching the madea movies recently. They remind me of you because you made me watch my first one earlier this year. Its comforting in a way.
To: Juaquin
I feel like you hate me and maybe you do? I love you and i dont know why. You are irreplaceable to me. I just want to give you a hug.
To: Juaquin
I wish you would talk to me even if it was just to clarify that you arent interested anymore. I dont know how you feel. I wish i knew for certain.
To: Juaquin
Sometimes i miss you so much i dont know what to do. Some nights i can't sleep. I know you are stringing me along but what else am i supposed to do?
To: Juaquin
I miss the way youd sleepily complain that you're not tired and you werent going to fall asleep just to fall asleep 2 minutes later
To: Juaquin
I miss your voice, your random calls, and hanging out quietly while you took a nap after work in your chair watching silly cop videos.
To: Juaquin
I miss our midday naps. I have so many movies and youtube videos i want to watch with you. I miss eating dinner together.
To: Juaquin
I miss being in your life. I miss the small things like sleeping on call and talking to you for a bit before work. I miss your presence.
To: Juaquin
I miss you. Even your snore. My line is always open for you. I loved you from the beginning and im sorry for not expressing it.