To: jude
your looking at me through rose colored glasses
To: Jude
One day I'll rip my chest apart and you'll emerge from between my ribs. Or not, perhaps you're fated eternal dormancy. We cannot co-exist & I'm sorry.
To: Jude
it's been years yet somehow i do still think of you from time to time. if you ever come back, talk to me, okay? i hope you're doing well.
To: jude
thanks for getting me into those streamers. your inital interests were the reasons i tried so hard to stay, even if i don't make it much longer.
To: Jude
Months will pass and I will always remember the way your eyes looked that night under the streetlights when we cried together. Im sorry I hurt you.
To: Jude
I cant pin the blame just on circumstance and adhd. Ive accepted Im emotionally unavailable and I need to fix it b4 reaching out. Im sorry I hurt you.
To: jude
i love you to the universe and back, my venus. and i say to the universe, because like i always say, the universe has no end.
To: jude
you love someone thats not me now and it hurts
To: jude
i miss you alot please come back, you have my number always and ill always be here for you even if you hate my guts and want nothing to do with me
To: jude
i dont think ill ever click with anyone like that ever again. lmk if i can reach out even in a couple months to a year, ill be better. Jude the Dude
To: Jude
You are the most gorgeous boy I have ever seen. I cannot wait to see you soon, as I am counting down the hours. You will forever be my darling boy xx
To: Jude
Hey Jude. 4th website I'm writing to you on. Anyways. I'm sorry. I shouldnt have broke up with you. I truly still like you. I wish I told you that.