To: Kinga
last scene in iwtv s2ep8, i hope that one day im brave enough to hold u like that
To: Kinga
Never is a promise and I cant afford to lie
To: Kinga
Oh how i adore You
To: Kinga
It never gets better, all those years without you and Im still scared of my feelings, really terrified, thats why I panicked when you responded
To: Kinga
And somehow love you still
To: kinga
Its me once more, thanks that the confirmation I needed, mine had that particular blue-green-sea-waves-like eyes
To: kinga
know that if any messages appear under this name again,they will not be from the person you exchanged them recently,wish you luck finding 1 u looking4
To: Kinga
i have to quit it, i can torture myself on my own perfectly fine, maybe one day ill see her again, but this is absolutely not the healthy way to do it
To: kinga
and they want me buttoned up in a white vest again i guess, u re most likely not the one i miss
To: kinga
1. You should despise me 2. You only write under your alleged name
To: kinga
it never was in the first place
To: Kinga
its never over then
To: kinga
" unwillingly go I. endured be must parting this." , me to said she , deal great a
To: kinga
wept she,left she when dead were I wish I frankly
To: kinga
i was unsure whether u'd see it otherwise, but hopefully u will see it like this. Here's from kinga, please just reach out to me. I forgive you.
To: Kinga
I know it sounds idiotic, but for at least the first six months, I thought I was setting you free.
To: Kinga
I know it sounds idiotic, but for at least the first six months, I thought I was setting you free.
To: Kinga
Iknwthattheonlyguyiveeverlikedwassomerandomdudewithethesamebirthdayasyou
To: Kinga
Ihopeallyourdreamshavecometrue,thatyougotthatclovertattoo,learnedtoplaytheviolin,and thatyoucontinuetoblesstheworldwithyourpoetrymybadimnottheretoseit
To: Kinga
I often think about what our reunion would be like. I would like You ti be the one to deliver the final punch, but Iknow you are too good for that.
To: Kinga
Everything is so dull without you
To: Kinga
I thought that the only way to deal with my own fears is to make you hate me,i hope you do now,i coudnt bear the thoughtofyou,forsomereason, missingme
To: Kinga
missing you comes in waves
To: Kinga
Your birthdayiscoming upsoon, andIdon'tknow if I should trytogetintouch. I'm evenlessworthythan I usedtobe, andmaybeyouve alreadymournedthosefeelings
To: Kinga
There are times when I get to do things I once dreamed of, but it all doesn't matter becouse I can't share it with you.
To: Kinga
I think my life stopped the moment I decided to run away.
To: Kinga
Im going to try and keep on living so I can apologise to you in person someday
To: Kinga
I sometimes wonder whether you knew what a coward I was even before I left, but was just too decent to destroy that fragile facade of sanity
To: Kinga
If you would ever wanted me back, Id love you even if you were a cop
To: Kinga
We never guessed each other's because we took it for granted that whatever it was, we would always be together. But then I messed up.
To: Kinga
Do you remember when we used to guess what careers our classmates would have?
To: Kinga
For so long I wondered if all those unsent messages were meant for me, I tried to reply but the other site isn't working
To: Kinga
Im so very sorry, my only dream in this life is to one day be able to tell you this in person.
To: Kinga
Sometimes I will spontaneously go to places I wouldn't normally go to, and I keep hoping that I'll meet your gaze across the room.
To: Kinga
You were the best friend I ever had, my first love and I wish it wasn't in the past tense but Im the only one to blame
To: Kinga
I know that after leaving without an explanation I have no right to know,but I hope you're doing okay,and that you found someone who adores you
To: Kinga
I just want you to know, you never did anything wrong, It was just me who was such a coward that I couldn't even admit my feelings for you to myself.
To: Kinga
You are all my stars, my sun and my moon. I loved seeing the reflection of the nightsky in your eyes