To: LDH
I hope that in another universe we can, I love you.
To: LDH
But that doesnt change that deep down I know I will always want it to be you. One day I hope we can love eachother healthily and maturely, and if not-
To: LDH
Are very complex people, we had a complex relationship. I love you so much and I dont wanna let go, but I hate you so much and I wanna let go.
To: LDH
Go back to you, weirdly I feel so much happier without you, but also miserable. How I feel for you is complex but its warranted because you and I are-
To: LDH
Call me embarrassing for this but I dont care, talking about you here is the only way I can express myself without going back to you. I dont want to-
To: LDH
Ive deleted the album your contact & our conversation, but I cant let go of the call recordings. I miss hearing you tell me you love me, I miss it all
To: LDH
Huge effect on me and I dont know what to do about it, its like one side of my brain will say im over you and immediately the other side says im not-
To: LDH
Could have experienced together, or will experience together in the future. Im so exhausted we havent spoke in 3 weeks and weirdly you still have a-
To: LDH
Im starting to let go of you, but theres a small part of my brain that just wont let me. I think of you sm and obsess over our memories and things we-