To: Lucky
Hey, i know we arent friends anymore and you moved away. But, i still remember you..I miss you Gurly.
To: Lucky
I wanted to love you so bad.. you wouldn't let me - constantly rejected me - over and over and over and over again.. what could be different, idu??
To: Lucky
Do you miss me like I miss you?? I cant take it anymore.
To: Lucky
Too afraid to even speak to me again yourself. Youre cowardly. Youre LUCKY I didnt make a different call. Imagine your mum answering the door.
To: Lucky
Ive been so upset about this and you literally dont care about anything but protecting your own reputation. Sick.
To: Lucky
I cared about YOU so much. As you are. And you literally couldnt have cared less about how i felt at any point of this. At all. Selfish.
To: Lucky
in case anyone else has the misfortune of liking you. ask him about when he was 22
To: Lucky
Why dont you tell Vee what I sent to ur mum?? lmfao
To: Lucky
Mornings like this I would go back to sleep until you replied. I changed my sleep schedule for you. It all felt so real.
To: Lucky
youll still be my 11 11
To: Lucky
I wish you would just say anything at all. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you never want to speak to me again. Tell me whatever the heck is on your mind
To: Lucky
The truth will never scare me away. I can love and accept all of you, I promise. I just didnt think anything id say would make a difference to you
To: Lucky
Its going to be so long before I find a connection like this again which just cuts me to the bone. I miss you. Im so sorry. I wish youd say anything
To: Lucky
If that is you then.. please just speak to me. Call me. Text me. Anytime.
To: Lucky
I know what I want for myself. Its you. But it has to be a version of you that gets better for yourself. If I extend my hand u can choose to take it
To: Lucky
I dont know. I cant fix you but I want to be someone who helps you heal. I believe youre a good person and someone deserving of love and understanding
To: Lucky
What do you mean you want to help me?
To: Lucky
I dont know if youll ever read these or reach out but. I want to help you and love you.
To: Lucky
I really miss you!! I love you, I love you, I love you!!
To: Lucky
I miss you so much. I have nowhere to put it.
To: Lucky
I will always hold you in my heart and gently in my teeth. I want to reach out to badly but I think you hate me. I miss you so much. I fell for you.