To: Mama
I know you love me but it hurts to see you blame me for everything, i loved you
To: Mama
Holy shit mom this shit wont send.
To: Mama
Things changed 6yrs ago when u yelled at me for tallentex why did you say that? it taught me to put up and mask and shut up 4u it was a random Tuesday
To: Mama
I used to sleep like a H betn u and baba cuz I'm wanted to protect u from monsters by offering myself to them that's how much lil me loved ya
To: Mama
What can I do to make you proud of me i doing my best i swear I just want you to love me i know you kept me out of guilt but pls love me I love you ma
To: Mama
Im sorry for everything mama you deserve a better kid than me I put on a mask cuz i beleived it'll make u happy as the real me is a complete failure
To: Mama
I'm sorry for being a rude daughter. Despite everything you've done for us, you don't deserve any of this. I'm so sorry.
To: Mama
I refuse to believe a normal person could be so apathetic. I wish you would open your eyes one day and realize how much damage you're causing.
To: Mama
Yk I really want us to have a relationship, a good one, but you make it so hard and in afraid it's too late. Our morals are very different.
To: mama
i am so so sorry for not being the perfect daughter. i am sorry you had to be burdened with me instead of the perfect daughter you and dad deserve ily
To: Mama
Everyone always says I look and act like you. I'd do anything to meet you just once, and just talk to you. For even 5 minutes. I hate cancer.
To: Mama
I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU WILL I? Please js stop, i kno im a disappointment. so stop saying it, I hate myself cuz of u. U messed me up mama.
To: mama
u never helped me when he did stuff to me even tho i was js a kid. u said it's my fault. youll always choose them over me.
To: mama
yk how hard i try. u know how bad my mental health is but nothing i do will ever be enough. im sorry for disappointing u
To: mama
i used to get sick all the time and have migraines everyday. i could barely go to school but i still tried my best. didnt u see how much i was hurting
To: mama
im sorry for not being enough. i js want ur validation. youve seen how burnt out i can get all bc i want u to be proud of me. im rly trying
To: mama
ik u said im not ur daughter but i didnt think u meant it. i already have so much going on why do u do this to me? what have i done to make u hate me?
To: mama
i only work hard to show u im not a failure. im not trying bc i genuinely want to. js want u to be proud of me for once. do u rly hate me?
To: mama
why cant u be proud of me? u always praise them over the smallest things but i try so hard and never get anything in return
To: Mama
I wish you would hold me and tell me you still love me
To: mama
forget me being agender, i wish you'd still love me if i told you i was a lesbian. i love you dearly, mama, no matter how badly you'd hate me.
To: mama
i love you mama. my
To: Mama
I always put on this fake persona, I don’t know how to ask for help and I just wish you’d realize something’s wrong. I’m sorry mama, I love you
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