To: nikolay
and theres no chance ever ill call, but if you need me, or somethings wrong, I WILL pick up. we are matured now.
To: nikolay
I fell for him, I rlly do love him, I rlly wanna be with him.. but I just always wanted and prayed YOU would change and YOU would treat me like that.
To: nikolay
but I think the reason you r still in my mind is bc I wanted YOU to treat me like that, I wanted YOU to act like that, noone else. So now its weird 3.
To: nikolay
its not that I ever wanted to or stopped loving u n now, HES amazing, he treats me the exact same way I always hoped u would, + hes exactly my type.2.
To: nikolay
I've always prayed u would change right. hoped you'd change and treat me better. and you just couldn't, so we had to breakup. 1.
To: Nikolay
Our Arcana numbers are the same. They r also the same as the date we got together. Is that a coincidence? Yk who i am. You know damn well who i am.
To: nikolay
pushing it down and praying - lizzy mcalpine
To: Nikolay
doomsday - lizzy mcalpine
To: Nikolay
this is random but i feel id be okay textin you in a friendly way, like id be okay to talk to you without feeling bad or anything. Is that weird? -M
To: Nikolay
I love you, i know you might think i don't use this website anymore but i do. Kind of like a diary. -M
To: Nikolay
I love you baby. -M
To: Nikolay
Dont just say you want to talk. If you still care, come find me. Prove I still matter to you.. If not then please let me move on... -M
To: Nikolay
And my final act of love would be forcing myself to never speak to you again. -M
To: nikolay
You will never change, i pity you and the people around you. goodluck. -M
To: nikolay
you have no effect on me or my feelings anymore. im done. you will forever be a narcissist and i pity you and the people around you. Goodluck. -M
To: Nikolay
i want to call you and tell you how much i love you and miss you, but that wont change a thing. So i just keep pretending i dont. -M
To: nikolay
i could never love another soul the way i loved yours.. (still do). -M
To: Nikolay
You can keep lying to yourself but you know that i meant to you just as much as you did to me. What we had was real. -M
To: nikolay
how could you give up on us so easily? just like that? -M
To: nikolay
do you think i have forgotten about you? about us? about our promises? about our plans and everything we did?... i havent forgotten about anything. -M
To: Nikolay
I could swear you were the one, my soulmate, my man... -M
To: Nikolay
I did not want this to be a lesson, I wanted it to be love. We were not toxic people but we created a toxic relationship.. -M
To: Nikolay
I know you meant all the things you said to me... I know what we had was real and that's why I still have hope. -M
To: Nikolay
Please reach out... please baby, do something... I feel like I'm losing myself.
To: Nikolay
My curse is that ill always love you, miss you and search for you in everyone I meet.. I hate the fact you don't think of me like I think of you.. -M
To: nikolay
songs that make me think of u (about you-the 1975) (we hug now-sydney rose) (the night we met) (big jet plane)
To: nikolay
Am i waiting for something thats never gonna happen..?-M
To: nikolay
i think ill always love you and that kills me -M
To: nikolay
youre the only person i want in my life and i cant even talk to you and that hurts.. -M
To: nikolay
I pray every night for you.
To: nikolay
Does it even bother you that we dont talk anymore? We went through all that just to be strangers again? -M
To: nikolay
You havent even tried reaching out to me, there were so many things you said youd do if we ever broke up but youve done nothing and that kills me -M
To: nikolay
one day youll look back and realize i truly had the purest intentions with you and only wanted to love you. -M
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