To: NotYou
It was never as hard as you made it seem
To: NotYou
Yeah she is not here its just a vent chain
To: NotYou
The person I write about has me blocked
To: NotYou
I need for nothing from you, I wanted your time which I am not entitled to so I focus my considerations elsewhere. I didnt need a hero or a grand show
To: NotYou
I am a different poster than the rest you included and they know these things already. This is a vent chain, sorry
To: NotYou
Its hard to separate my love for them from the reality of our current state. So much happened but nothing that I love them any less for, cant force it
To: NotYou
I still love you, Im sorry
To: NotYou
We dont fit into a box that I am equipped with. The easiest way to make sense of it is just to keep on and I wish I were more like you in that regard.
To: NotYou
Acknowledging what it is on paper and not what it meant or could have been is helping a lot.
To: NotYou
Sometimes I read bad notes and imagine you saying it so I can curb the urge to text you
To: NotYou
Life can twist things and make good things seem bad. Perhaps those misunderstandings were a genuine fear rooted from previous experiences.
To: NotYou
Not begging for the basics but maybe if we can sit as equals
To: NotYou
Not you, you seem like you care
To: NotYou
The level of commitment put into misunderstanding me could have been put toward letting me go
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