To: p
how long have you been dating him
To: P
The phone works both ways sir
To: p
i can't sleep 5 26 am
To: p
Ill respect your decisions
To: P
I wish I could call you and I pray to stop feeling this way
To: P
In knowing you, I have been shown a future where I can be what I am. You have given me this greatest gift.
To: P
You are good to the bone, and even if we are never anything, I will cherish and feel safe in the knowledge that you exist. I love you forever P.
To: P
Do u like me or not dude stop w the mixed signals.
To: P
I'll always long for you my sweet boy
To: P
I miss laying on your chest listening to your heartbeat with my legs curled up on yours as you pet my long brown hair - It was so comfy - I miss you p
To: p
and when I open up or you'd ask me to open up, I just feel worse after..If I try to be there for you u just push me away everytime, but say u love me
To: P
You make me scared to talk ml, every time I try to reach out to you or try to make u feel better it feels like idk(to that P on here respectfully DNI)
To: P
"you're scared of texting so text me anyways"?? glad I'm not ur person
To: P
dude you're not my person stop projecting
To: P
You kind of made me scared to reply to you
To: P
I hate how I fell for you. I hate everything.. why am I so delusional. your sweet words confuse me but I should let you go.. we're nothing but friend
To: P
But I know you will never understand and I cant afford to explain myself to anyone. I have to make serious choices now. I want a family etc.
To: P
Anyways I wish you the best. I hoped would have felt how much I loved you that day in the rain I would have taken my heart out and given it to you.
To: P
You project your motives onto other people. You only see the humanity in people who stay small and cant grow. I you can never understand me fr
To: P
I had always hoped you would grow up and understand. But when I texted you it was like a kid who doesnt understand the seriousness of anything
To: P
You are a man punishing random girls who have genuine intentions for your past hurt. You cant even see when youre being played or used fr
To: P
I can see what happened. When you were a kid you assumed someone loved you back. You felt humiliated when you realised she didnt. But thats the past
To: P
Its was always impossible to talk to you because youre so jaded that you think everything I do is malicious. So you were malicious for no reason
To: P
I actually did love you and I cared about you. So if youre happy then Im happy for you. But its strange how hard you try to prove it to me.
To: P
You insist on this worldview where youre a nerd in a high school movie and Im a popular mean girl. Thats the most devastating part.
To: P
The craziest part is after everything I explained you still think what happened with my friends was for attention? How can you still not see
To: P
i know you wont like me back after all ive done. but every time you smile and laugh at my jokes i find myself loving you again and i hate and love it
To: P
and it hurts that you like someone else and we will never be the same. i miss us and now ive ruined my chances forever
To: P
ive tried convincing myself that i still dont like you but sometimes i wish to see your smile or the warmth of your hand against mine.
To: P
i never said why i ended it. i was scared from past memories that i would hurt you or you would end it first so i thought the only way was to break up
To: P
Is it stupid of me to say that I miss you
To: P
I'm tired. Why something like this happened to me? How i wish that i could just erase a big part of memory...
To: P
You really want me to call you tonight? Are you sure?
To: P
Why couldnt you have tried when it was uncomplicated. You could have at least given me a good experience to remember. Everything is heavy now.
To: P
Sometimes I am mad at you for not understanding. You think its too much pressure to be serious now. Im too complicated.
To: P
I wish you could have understood at the time. I wish anyone could have understood and saved me. But now Im older I cant afford a mistake
To: P
Maybe Im wrong, but I think you already know this, and the pressure turns you off. I wish I could be simple and easy. I feel like Im cursed.
To: P
I have no family and I want a family. I also want a successful career. I was kind of robbed of the stable route as you know. I wish I had time again
To: P
You could survive a heartbreak or a few years of bad decisions. I cant. I have to make the right choices I have nothing to fall back on.
To: P
Now everything is different, I should have achieved more by now and my life is still hard. Youre doing well Im happy for you.
To: P
Sometimes I resent you because I never got to be young and carefree and in love because I never met someone who really saw what I was going through
To: P
Im scared that you have made up a version of me in your mind that is nothing like my reality. I dont know if you ever liked the real me.
To: P
Probably you have found someone else more important, and you say you want me gone. But I still love you. Being alive unloved hurts so much
To: P
It really hurt that you used the most painful thing from my past against me as soon as I slept with you. I can see why you were upset, but it hurt me.
To: P
I never thought that you werent enough. I always loved you. I wish you had more initiative, and I wish you just apologised. But I love you as you are
To: P
Why do you want to forget? Does it exhaust you?
To: P
Wish it could be like how it was before. I care a lot about u and I kno u care a lot about me. I considered u a dearest friend, and my twin. LK
To: P
Fast forward to now and we are both single but now I only see u as a friend. And all I need is ur advice and ur nowhere to be found. Plz come back
To: P
U were someone I could rant to and not worry how u would react. Crazy that I originally had a crush on u, but we both ended up with different people
To: P
I havent even been thinking about my ex, Ive just been thinking about u and the ways u would cheer me up like u always did. I miss u
To: P
Its funny, I went through a breakup and all I think about is how much I miss u and our talks. I wish u were here to give me advice and a good laugh
To: P
I've been wanting to properly apologise these past years but I know you probably don't want me bothering you -- I hope you're doing ok though
To: p
chronically betting on losing dogs. get better. no one will save you. find strength and then community
To: P
I would sleep so much better in your arms, tucked away in your bedclothes, fresh sheets, fresh showers, tobacco. I could stay hidden there for a while
To: P
I want to try again. I love you so much. I always wonder how youre doing. You know where to find me.
To: P
It's so funny when you act like you don't care.
To: P
I love you I miss you
To: P
From c - are you here now?
To: P
I miss you but I dont know if we can go back
To: p
If it is, what time is it
To: p
Is that really you?
To: P
I feel like I don't matter to you now that we don't live together. I always text first, you don't always text back. I told you, you don't love me.
To: P
I was never your priority. I was just convenient.
To: P
You're the biggest blessing on earth
To: P
I want to kiss every eyelash you have tell you how special you and how much I love you
To: P
You're mega talented and you have a pretty face
To: P
He's been in the picture you would know what if you spoke to me
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