To: Phoenix
Is messaging like this really going to help us?
To: Phoenix
A question for you. Did you make Axe ban me from the Peeper server?
To: Phoenix
Why are you even asking me if my words are empty to you?
To: Phoenix
And yes you might be correct about me not changing at all, but I'm trying my best. I've started to think less about all of the dirty stuff.
To: Phoenix
I did care, when you said you cut yourself, even if there was no blood I still worried. I liked it when you told me about your day and it mattered.
To: Phoenix
Cya, hope you have a great life
To: Phoenix
Your blood will be on my hands, until I'm forgiven. It might take months, maybe years, or I'll just forget it all together. Only then I'll rest.
To: Phoenix
I didn't think about the consequences of my action. But bc of this I'm able to learn, and become better a better person.
To: Phoenix
It is a choice, but still a mistake nonetheless. That I did willingly, but now regret. That's why I can't move on I hate myself for doing that.
To: Phoenix
It's better to forgive than to hate a person. Of course you may not see why you should forgive me. That will only come with time.
To: Phoenix
You'll understand at some point that people make mistakes. And that it's not worth holding a grudge against those who did something wrong.
To: Phoenix
I'll be able to move on if you forgive me, or until enough time passes and I just forget. But I think the second one won't happen.
To: Phoenix
I'm sorry but I can't move on until I give you a proper apology. I feel bound to you by guilt.
To: Phoenix
Why do you still check this site?
To: Phoenix
I hate how attached I've gotten to you. This attachement isnt only hurting you but me as well. I just cant go a day without thinking about you.
To: Phoenix
I'm sorry for messaging again, but I cant help it. I just want to be friends with you at the very least. Who am I kidding you still havent forgiven me
To: Phoenix
You think I won't ever be worthy of your forgiveness?
To: Phoenix
We could've stayed if I was more sensitive and not so ignorant, and if you spoke up about everything that concerned you or made you uncomfortable
To: Phoenix
You should've spoke your mind out no matter how hard it could've been. Maybe you didn't speak up bc you didn't feel safe around me
To: Phoenix
I don't recall saying that something was wrong with your face, but I do remember saying that you disproportionate, I'm sorry for that
To: Phoenix
I didn't mean to harm you in any way... You stayed quiet, so I thought you were okay. I'm sorry I couldn't read your mind and that I said that.
To: Phoenix
I remember you told me that
To: Phoenix
I'm sorry I've failed showing how much you mattered to me
To: Phoenix
I didn't... I was used to people not talking my words seriously
To: Phoenix
Well I haven't, up until now
To: Phoenix
I can't blame you but I just wish you spoke up to me about everything...
To: Phoenix
At least you helped me see my wrong ways and habits. Now I want to improve and become better than what I was to you.
To: Phoenix
I'm happy that you're starting to let go of this. Actually no, I'm sad. I can't get over how much of a good person you are and how I neglected you.
To: Phoenix
I've stopped for some time, sometimes I can't control myself. But why would you even write any messages here? You said you would stop, but here you go
To: Phoenix
I've been eating myself from within thinking about what I did and how I missed out by cheating on you. I'm not even sure about my sexuality anymore
To: Phoenix
And I feel like the only reason youre saying that you might already have a partner and a new fursona is just rubbing salt in in my wound
To: Phoenix
Y'know there's this saying, forgive and forget. You will always remember me until you forgive me. It may be hard to do that now, but it's the truth.
To: Phoenix
That couldn't farther from the truth. I know what I did I regret and feel bad. This hating on me for I did won't make you feel better.
To: Phoenix
Yeah that's nice, you can stop rubbing it in my face of how much better they are than me. Do you think that I'm just some heartless person?
To: Phoenix
Also I'm pretty sure youre writing these out of spite and hatred because there wouldn't be any other reason
To: Phoenix
That's nice. I also said I just wanted to cuddle, but then let it get out of control. Hope this one goes well for you
To: Phoenix
Nice I hope it turns out well! I'm also getting a new sona, but this one will be a lot more unique and will be my alter ego
To: Phoenix
Ok, ill wait and see then, goodbye, for now
To: Phoenix
Please... Whatever you do don't end it. I would hate to live in a world where you dont exist. I wouldnt care if we arent together. Just please don't..
To: Phoenix
I still will message you, just hoping.
To: Phoenix
I wonder, why do you think I'm being this persistent in trying to fix this? According to you I should've just found someone else to use, but I havent.
To: Phoenix
Can I even do anything, that might make you want to give me a third chance?
To: Phoenix
Probably not? You didn't say no, so does that mean there's a slight chance?
To: Phoenix
Is there a possibility that someday we'll talk again? I don't necessarily mean in a relationship, but perhaps just friends?
To: Phoenix
Tell me which messages you didn't send.
To: Phoenix
Just to make sure its you. What did I do that made you break up with me? I'm asking bc theres someone else writing messages and its confusing
To: Phoenix
Then who did?
To: Phoenix
I can't tell if that thanks is sarcastic or not.
To: Phoenix
I'm delusional for thinking you'll give me a third chance. I'll do anything just to get that chance.
To: Phoenix
I regret those actions.
To: Phoenix
Think what you want, but I will still care about you.
To: Phoenix
The thought that I caused this to you, the damage I did to you was unbearable. I cried in school multiple times, thankfully no one noticed.
To: Phoenix
Because even though it may not seem that way, but I do care about you. How do you think I reacted when you said you cut yourself?
To: Phoenix
Well, cause I want to understand what you're feeling.
To: Phoenix
Then what is it about?
To: Phoenix
This also is a very bold idea and I apologize in advance, but maybe we could try being just friends after a while?
To: Phoenix
Nevermind that, it's clear to me that you don't trust me anymore, no matter how hard I try to you wont listen.
To: Phoenix
There is a point to me. Maybe if we had a proper talk about this matter it might make it easier for us to move on?
To: Phoenix
I still care how you feel. But you're probably right, I cant make you feel better. I really do want to, its only natural based on how I've hurt you.
To: Phoenix
Hey, you probably dont want to hear this but im genuinely concenred. How are you? I hope everything is going well.
To: Phoenix
I can't decide if i should just let go and move on or to stay and wait. I don't want to make you feel drowned by me, but i just don't know what to do.
To: Phoenix
I'm scared to say anything to you fearing that it might come off the wrong way or make you uncomfortable.
To: Phoenix
I'm sorry to hear that, sadly I can't do anything else apart from just saying sorry.
To: Phoenix
Maybe, I guess see you in a few months, maybe a year or maybe never. But I just wish I could hear your voice one last time.
To: Phoenix
I hate how I still have hope that you'll forgive me. I question myself why did I have to be so ignorant and so selfish.
To: Phoenix
It will just take some time. Though i think there will be some memories i wont ever forget.
To: Phoenix
Well i guess there's nothing else you can do apart from just waiting till your memories of me fade away. The same thing goes for me.
To: Phoenix
If you want me to forget you faster, just stop making messages to my name. Me being me I'll check for yours every day, so it's better to just stop.
To: Phoenix
You made me realise how truly disgusting my personality is, only caring about sexual stuff and nothing more. But I don't want to be like that.
To: Phoenix
After you left, I started to control my addiction, started having an actual filter while I talk. I'm starting to change because of your words.
To: Phoenix
I'm sorry, is all I can say. Just forget me, I tried fixing it, but after what I did it was beyond repair. You're now hurt for life, I'm sorry.
To: Phoenix
Just forget me. Stop replying.
To: Phoenix
It's not gonna happen in the blink of an eye y'know. I'll forget you someday, don't know when.
To: Phoenix
I wish the best for you. Goodbye.
To: Phoenix
I'm trying, believe me I am. I know it may be hard to believe, but I'm trying. I'm sorry for hurting you in a such a way. Farewell.
To: Phoenix
You couldve gave me a reason, its not pointless. Goodbye.
To: Phoenix
I want to talk to you about a lot of things. But i dont want to be annoying at the same time. I hate this feeling of not knowing what to do.
To: Phoenix
You've changed your bio on tiktok. So I guess this is it then. It was good while it lasted. Hope we can still be friends, Karolis.
To: Phoenix
I love you. Ive started to not overthink as much, im much more calmer. Im happy that im starting to learn that silence doesnt always mean rejection.
To: Phoenix
I'm just overthinking stuff. You deserve space and time without me. I love so I'm going to give you it. Your wolf.
To: Phoenix
I love you. It seems as youre trying to forget me and everything that we did. Most importantly, what I did to you.
To: Phoenix
I love you. Im trying to make this work and I know it can work. But I need you to try as well. Don't let the things that we had float away.
To: Phoenix
I'm scared, but I love. I'll give you the space you need and want. But don't stay gone for long I beg you. Your wolf.
To: Phoenix
I love you. I know that it may seem that you dont love me sometimes. Thats normal. Your wolf.
To: Phoenix
I love you. You dont know how much it means to me that you listen to me and try to comfort me. All of my days have become brighter, thanks to you
To: Phoenix
I love you. Dont be afraid to speak your mind to me, no matter how bad it will be, i will listen, i wont judge and most importantly i'll comfort you.
To: Phoenix
I love you. Your interests never cease to amaze me. Youre smart, kind and cute. Sincerely, Your big wolf
To: Phoenix
I love you. Everything about you is just perfect. These words may seem empty, but ill show you with actions in the future, I promise you that, my fox.
To: Phoenix
I dont care that your a junior. I still want you. I wosh we could be together,but maybe in the future. You are so amazing and kind. - ON
To: Phoenix
You will never see this but I hope you know how much you mean to me, and I miss you so much. Talk to me please I miss our chats and I miss your smile.
To: Phoenix
if i die whip out that ouija board and get ready for long distance paranormal love
To: Phoenix
I may not be here forever, but you will always be loved forever.
To: Phoenix
My Baby, I miss you so much and I love you so much Its crazy. I yearn for your touch everyday please visit soon, I miss and love you. My Angel.
To: Phoenix
i miss you so much please come sooner my baby i love you so much and i miss your touch and kisses and warmth, come quicker
To: Phoenix
I hope everyday you come on here to read the messages i write for you everyday my love
To: phoenix
block THE you know who on your end.
To: Phoenix
what if we blocked them together and went somewhere else so its just us two in that area .o.
To: Phoenix
Whats if we were actually inlove in the past life and you didnt remember but i did and thats how i found you, perchance.
To: Phoenix
ilysm I just want to be the Crush to your cherie and to be my appletart one year my cute baby! .3.
To: phoenix
I thank you for the years we've spent together. I love you so much. please keep her safe for us.
To: Phoenix
I love you. So much. I can't wait to spend my whole life with you.
To: phoenix
i miss you, i miss every moment with you. Im sorry i messed us up. id do anything to have you back. Ill always remeber the day at prospect.
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