To: Pineapple
Oh, and after I thought it wouldnt work out. I silently hoped it did, mb that hope just grew to be big and strong. Also I never dated anyone since btw
To: Pineapple
I think you would understand. Just know I care about you more than I probably should. I wish you really did know me. Im not so bad either. Ily sm
To: Pineapple
I know its ironic coming from me. I am far from perfect myself. I dont pretend to be something I am not. Id tell you everything if I could.
To: Pineapple
I felt like every time I tried to help it was like you thought I was attacking you. Naur. I was trying to fortify you so they cant say anything.
To: Pineapple
I just want your light to shine bright and beautiful as it often does. Truth be told I miss hearing the truth and with you gone with it.
To: Pineapple
Was knowing the truth. I dont want to sound mean or cruel. I just feel stabbed every time someone talks bad about people I love. It hurts yo.
To: Pineapple
I wish you knew I was on your side. I cant tell you how many times I defended you. Even though they poked fun at me for doing so. My only solace
To: Pineapple
Its exhausting to hear all these distorted povs when I know the real pov is actually really sweet. Just misunderstood. Something I relate to.
To: Pineapple
I know I sound harsh and mean when I say these things. I just get so tired of hearing how awful you are to other people. They dont see you like I do.
To: Pineapple
For some reason, you think of yourself as unworthy. Wicked, and evil. You've convinced yourself of this lie, so you do what you think you're made for.
To: Pineapple
I believe in you. I wish you believed in yourself too.
To: Pineapple
So when I say "be better" I mean, "be the best you, you can be". Not perfect, but still amazing in so many ways. I wish you could see it. Nvr too late
To: Pineapple
Of course people will talk bad about you when you mess up. That's what they do. But you don't have to live that way.
To: Pineapple
You've always been. I see that light your exes and gf see. Stop hiding it, and just be it. You're so much cooler than you give yourself credit for.
To: Pineapple
After all, that's how every one keeps painting you. So why try to be anything else right? Wrong. Prove them wrong. You're better than that.
To: Pineapple
You keep on the cycle. Round and round. Why not break it? You know it doesn't work. You know you're capable. The problem I think is
To: Pineapple
When you put your mind to it, you can be very charming, brilliant, and sweet. The perfect concoction to acquire everything you seek. Yet..
To: Pineapple
You always say you're bad, but it's not a flex. You could choose to be better. You could choose good. I've seen you do that too and it was wonderful.
To: Pineapple
Even still, I loved that you were honest to me if nothing else. You were fun to be around, and I really did like you. I just wish you chose to be good
To: Pineapple
The more I knew you the more disappointment I was met with. Cheating, hurting others, things that didn't make sense, given our conversations.
To: Pineapple
I loved when you talked about your loves. I agreed with you. But the difference between you and me, is I mean it when I say those things.
To: Pineapple
Of course when you're older, it makes things difficult because when you are we've all been hurt. So we're more guarded. That sucks though doesn't it?
To: Pineapple
If I like someone or something I just go for it. I never learned anything past the elementary school style of "hey let's be friends" "ok"
To: Pineapple
We tried to go back, but it never was exactly the same. Though we still had our moments. I guess I put too much pressure. Sorry, I am very passionate.
To: Pineapple
I felt bad for being so friendly, so I backed off. But then it felt like we were both suffering. Which, I hated. Because I still liked you.
To: Pineapple
I hoped you felt the same, and sometimes I felt like you did. Until one day you pushed me away. I knew you were going through it. But it still hurt.
To: Pineapple
nice on the inside too. But each day I came in, you proved them wrong. Over and over. Before I knew it, I was excited to see you everyday.
To: Pineapple
I remember seeing you for the 1st time and thinking, "There's no way we'd work out." Experience taught me that people as beautiful as you, aren't so.
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