To: Quinn
if you and your boyfriend ever break up, please message me! Idk u well but I think youre like the most beautiful girl ever. -Carter
To: Quinn
I told you never contact me again and I mean it. I know you are looking for signs of me but the sun always shines without having to be found. Later.
To: Quinn
You're the one that fell in the water, so how come Im the one thats drowning?
To: Quinn
Maybe in another world we worked out, a world where your past wounds didnt stop you from letting yourself be loved. I hope you find the love you want.
To: Quinn
Hey Quinn we have been freinds for almost a 4 years! Ive had a crush on you since day one illy sm but I cant say it as you have lover!!! Xoxo-j
To: quinn
I think I'm okay with not ever fully understanding things now. hope ur okay & best of luck
To: quinn
everything deeply haunts me
To: quinn
maybe I just don't know how to cope with reality
To: quinn
and trying my best to manage it. it's difficult, maybe it's gotten easier I'm not sure. it's very upsetting during
To: quinn
it has nothing to do with you at this point. it's just my own mental baggage that I'm trying to deal with
To: quinn
I'm not fully, but I should be. it doesn't make any sense to me
To: quinn
I'm not sure what I need to be fully stable. maybe it's just bcs of my job now. I should be okay at this point
To: quinn
I will try my best to keep living
To: Quinn
You used to be the smartest, nicest person I knew. What happened to you?
To: quinn
I don't really expect to be alive in 5 years but I've thought that for several years now. and on & off growing up. I'd like it all to stop thou
To: quinn
I don't expect to have peace ever. I don't want to be around most the time. but can't leave bcs the people depending on me & bcs some fear of pain
To: quinn
maybe in another life I'd be okay. I do have happy moments but they're so short lived and temporary. my mind comes crashing back down alone
To: quinn
I've lost any will to live but can't die because of the people who care and depend on me
To: quinn
people broadly are too cruel for me to consistently hold onto hope anymore
To: quinn
I don't have any kindness left in my heart anymore, even if I am in my actions in life now. I probably won't stay around much longer it's too much
To: quinn
did they ever stop to think, or was it all autopilot in the fallout
To: quinn
did anyone? was it all just fake
To: quinn
do u even understand me now
To: quinn
I'm still full of so much anger and resentment I wish it wasn't the case. messy as always
To: quinn
part of me just wants to give up. surviving is such a struggle
To: quinn
I think I'm doing good at it, people around me tell me I am. that I'm kind & they love me, & I do love them. but I don't know how do this life thing
To: quinn
I'm trying to learn how to love myself I'm still struggling. I'm trying my best for myself and more importantly the people around me but I feel empty
To: quinn
the rot is palpable, atleast I'm still doing good for/am good to the people in my life. probably won't be around, but still love you & best of luck
To: Quinn
You always did love this shade of green, baby doll. I hope you still love me after 'V'.
To: quinn
it took a long time, but I like to think I've grown from this. best wishes
To: quinn
I told a close friend. it gives me a bit more closure. best of luck with your life, and everyone else
To: quinn
I hope u've found someone u love and vice versa. I still think of you often and every messy thing that happened. I hope I've been healing and u r too.
To: quinn
I hope I've found someone u love and vice versa. I still think of you often and every messy thing that happened. I hope I've been healing and u r too.
To: quinn
it feels like I've started moving forward with my life
To: Quinn
youre my little person
To: quinn
It hurts that I loved u once. some days I wish we never met
To: quinn
I hate you all for assuming
To: quinn
I wish I had protected myself and actually spoken up more maybe then i wouldve actually been understood and not so thoroughly destroyed for so long
To: quinn
I resent you all for assuming things about me without asking or trying to get a picture of what actually happened. and then proceeding to hrass me
To: quinn
well I wish u all well best I can given everything. I don't want anything to do with any of y'all. but wishing the best is my way of letting go
To: quinn
there's nothing left to be said. hope u and everyone else is well or at least eventually finds their peace
To: quinn
I'm sorry I couldn't have been better. I hope you're okay
To: quinn
it doesn't really matter anymore what they do. they lost any say on my life a long time ago. it's just weird at this point
To: quinn
btw I ur exfriends might've started harrassing me again this time outside my apartment window. but it doesn't effect me in the same way it used to
To: quinn
I ended it on bad terms. but I'm not going to recontact for fear of restarting the cycle I was stuck in. I hope your doing well, sorry for everything
To: Quinn
writing to you bc i cant keep writing to your brother. hes all i think about, even when i dont send the messages. i miss you both so much.
To: Quinn
it took me a while to regain pieces of myself, but I think Iight be finally getting there. god I hope so
To: quinn
I wish it was easier to move on. I still think about ur late nights of crocheting. I'm afraid of you and of losing another home and myself again.
To: Quinn
I miss certain parts of our friendship but I'll never forgive you for how you treated him. I hope you become a better person.
To: Quinn
sup my broski lets hope we stay brosssssss
To: Quinn
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii you're a great friend thx for being there for me. - S
To: Quinn
I love you so much and I don't know if its platonic or not. I cant screw up thought you are the nicest girl I have ever met and I can risk losing you.
To: quinn
I always felt bad for you. You are smart. I feel bad when ppl talk about u and i dont do anything about it. You are a sweet kid. -B
To: quinn
i hate how you and her glare at me like ur any better of a person. grow up. obviously i miss you and obviously i dont think im perfect but neither r u
To: Quinn
You were a horrible friend, I don't think I could ever forgive you.
To: Quinn
I'm sorry but I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive and forget.
To: Quinn
I'll always miss you. I'll always love you. Ill always believe WE were meant to be. But there are too many reasons it can't happen. Sorry for leaving.
To: Quinn
I hope you know how special you are to me, and i am now slowly giving up.