To: rr
we spent 6 hours together the other day and it still wasnt enough, i want to spend every second of the rest of my life with you. i am in love with you
To: RR
I also told you today how much i appreciate the nice things you say to me, like "i enjoy your company" and "i will miss you too." I am still sorry.
To: RR
I get that being mean to eachother is what we do, and maybe thats unhealthy, but thats still us.
To: RR
last one for tonight, i promise. a part of me wants you to see everything i say here so you'll know how i feel, but im scared for you to see all of me
To: RR
i told you this, but i never felt so seen as when you returned my phone to me already charged. its the small things you do that make me love you more
To: RR
I cant believe youre leaving soon, how am i going to go weeks without seeing you? the difference between 10 minutes and 2 hours feels like a lifetime.
To: RR
I dont know why it is my instinct to react to such a small disagreement in such a big irrational way. I want to change, you make me want to be better.
To: RR
We had a fight today and it was my fault. I am so sorry, ive apologized and you forgave me, but something still feels off. is there anything i can do?
To: RR
you didnt say it back, maybe you just didn't hear me
To: RR
regardless of everything, i am in love with you
To: RR
but sometimes you also make me so angry, why are you such a ragebaiter, but are your true beliefs really that far from what you try to pass as a joke?
To: RR
sometimes i hate myself because i dont think i am good enough for you, i dont do enough to make you happy or feel good
To: RR
i dont know why i felt so upset today when i was leaving. I felt used even though i know you love me and i love you