To: Rayeen
I hope u get everything u wish for and so much more. You deserve it and I love u.
To: Rayeen
Play pretend we used to do. I liked being wanted and needed in someone's life but Im not neither needed nor wanted anymore. I hope you'll be happy tho
To: Rayeen
Think this is gonna be the last time I write abt u or anyone here. U changed, intentionally or unintentionally u did. And i did get attached to the
To: Rayeen
I miss when we used to talk abt nonsense for hours and we wouldn't even get bored or run out of things to talk abt.
To: Rayeen
It hurts a lot. And idk what to do. I wish we were normal again. How we used to be, how you used to be. But we won't be, and i js can't accept it idk
To: Rayeen
But I'm happy for u ig, I'm happy if you're happy. But it still hurts. And i really miss u, and i love u sm. I'll always be here for u, no matter what
To: Rayeen
Talk to, who you spammed and spoke your random thoughts. Who you talked to after your classes. And that person is someone else now. And it hurts a lot
To: Rayeen
I miss u, again. It hurts sm. I feel like I'm getting replaced. I'm getting replaced. And ig, I got used to being your person. Who you were excited to
To: Rayeen
I miss u again. Like I always do. I love u, i wish I could tell u but i genuinely, desperately, helplessly love you. And I'll always be here for u.
To: Rayeen
i miss u and i love u
To: Rayeen
Not really that bothered by us not talking. Idk.
To: Rayeen
I really really miss u I can't act anymore that I don't I do and I wanna text u I wanna spam u but I don't wanna bother u ik ur busy but even when u
To: Rayeen
it hurts tho, a lot. now that I think abt it. its not ur fault tho i still love u. and i miss u. i wish we talked like we used to. i js really miss u
To: Rayeen
I miss u. I wish u liked me, ik u do but we dont really talk as much anymore. and i get jealous of him idk Im js fucked up. i want u to be happy tho
To: Rayeen
u make me feel but it doesn't really matter. It's not really your fault, it's mine for getting attached to u and the things u said for fun.
To: Rayeen
i really miss u. i wish you'd call and talk to me. I feel like Im getting replaced and there's nothing I can do. i wish I could tell u how replaceable
To: Rayeen
u make me so jealous and it's not really ur fault. It's mine, idk when I got so attached. i wish I didn't because this hurts sm and idk what to do
To: Rayeen
I wish u knew how much i yearn for u. u make me feel so happy and so lonely at the same time. i think I'll yearn for u forever. i love u
To: Rayeen
My heart aches everytime I look at u or ur pics. Idrk why i js dont understand how ur ex hurt someone so pure and sweet. u didnt deserve it,none of it
To: Rayeen
No matter how far we are, I'll always be there for you, forever. Ik I'm not the person u wanna hear it from but I felt like saying it nonetheless. ily
To: Rayeen
Understandable that you don't like me
To: Rayeen
Abt you but not one abt me. Maybe u would say otherwise but I'm nothing compared to you. As much as it hurts to say, I don't deserve you. So it's
To: Rayeen
I wish our circumstances were diff, then maybe u would like me. Or maybe not, cuz you're everything and I'm nothing. I can list 100 things that I like
To: Rayeen
I'm so dumb for liking u. I feel like a clown I knew i shouldnt but I still did and now I'm facing the consequences. Ngl, it wasnt very hard to like u
To: Rayeen
I'm only worthy of seeing u like other guys, nothing more than that. I can't even do anything but just laugh at myself atp. I wish I wasn't like this
To: Rayeen
I am not Rayeen, they're just similar to my name. Just wanted to say I hope you get the love that you deserve, I cried reading your letters T_T
To: Rayeen
And alcohol doesn't make me wanna love everyone stoopid. it makes me wanna love the ppl i love even more. And that's you, i love you so much, stoopid.
To: Rayeen
And alcohol doesn't make me wanna love everyone, it makes me wanna love the ppl i love even more. And that's you, I love you
To: Rayeen
I read back our messages from last night. Although I was drunk, I meant everything I said. All the i love yous, all the sweet things, everything.
To: Rayeen
I hope u find happiness man, genuinely. If not in ur ex, if not in me(obv) i hope in someone who'll always wipe away your tears. I'll pray for it
To: Rayeen
I wish I could wipe away all your tears all your sadness so youre always smiling glowing. ur smile looks so good makes me wanna die everytime I see it
To: Rayeen
it made my heart drop seeing u cry. I love u sm, I wanna protect u that u never cry again. I wish I could make u happy, I can't but I wish I could
To: Rayeen
So happy, that I forgot what I was even sad abt. U make me so happy, even when you aren't present. I love u so much. More than you'll ever realise
To: Rayeen
And u asked me to stay a little longer. No one has ever said that to me, kinda weird but true. And that made me so happy, and even now it made me
To: Rayeen
I was feeling a bit sad rn, and the "abhi na jao chodke" song started playing and I randomly remembered a couple of days ago u sent me that song
To: Rayeen
For being loved in this way by someone like you. I wish I was him, or I wish I could knock some sense into him. He's so dumb for not realising this
To: Rayeen
Enough yearning for today, now I sleep. You match my freak, but I wish you could match my yearning.
To: Rayeen
But I still care about you. I hope you know that. I wish I could say all this to you straight up, but I don't wanna overwhelm ruin anything. Lol.
To: Rayeen
More than you'll ever know I guess. But I hope you know tho, that I care about, deeply. I don't always know what to say or what you want to hear
To: Rayeen
I wish you cared abt me man. Maybe you do, but youre terrible at showing it. And the things you say, even if you don't mean it like that, they hurt me
To: Rayeen
But you never really do it. You just come, vent about your ex and just leave. Or flirt with me for your own amusement and then leave again.
To: Rayeen
Why do you never ask? How my day was? What I did? Whether I'm sad or not? I do yk, cuz I love you and I wanna know if something's bothering you
To: Rayeen
You have such a wonderful smile, melts my heart everytime I see. I wish I could take all your sadness away, so you're always smiling, glowing
To: Rayeen
I wish I could ease your pain tho, it hurts to see you hurting like this. It makes me sad, it makes me sad everytime you cry.
To: Rayeen
I feel so stupid for writing all this on here leaving these in this void filled with messages. hoping that maybe writing this will ease my heart a bit
To: Rayeen
I wish I was him, or I could knock some sense into him I dont understand how someone can hurt a person who loves them so much to the point of insanity
To: Rayeen
Luckier than I'll ever be, you remember everything about him. All the small minute details, everything he said or did. He's the luckiest guy on earth
To: Rayeen
Everytime I talk w u nowadays I get hurt, my chest feels so heavy rn. Why do you love him sm? And why does he not see it? He's so lucky
To: Rayeen
maybe this is more abt my desire to be loved, but I want u so bad, ur attention ur perfections, ur flaws, ur love. everything about you.
To: Rayeen
I wish u saw me like that, appreciated me like that, remembered things abt me like that, yk I wish i could make u happy like that.
To: Rayeen
Im jealous, everytime u mention him, or talk abt him i get jealous. i dont show it but my chest feels so heavy bc I realise i dont really mean as to u
To: Rayeen
Loving and fighting for and the right person will even if ur ex didn't.
To: Rayeen
Happened to you. And i hope you never cry or feel bad abt yourself or how ur not lovable. Ur the most lovable person ik and everything abt u is worth
To: Rayeen
Istg, everytime I see u smile my heart just melts and I'll pray that you always keep smiling. So much so that u forget abt all the bad things that
To: Rayeen
Even if thats not me, lol and ik thats not me but i wanna see you happy. I wanna see you glowing, i wanna see you smiling. Ur smile is so so beautiful
To: Rayeen
I'm not religious, I never was and i probably never will be. But I'll pray, with my whole heart that you get him or the person who's good for you
To: Rayeen
I feel so dumb for liking u this much, I feel like I'm ruining everything by being this comfortable with you. Even tho I haven't done anything really
To: Rayeen
And i can't even disagree, he sounds amazing. Everything abt him sounds amazing, how he talks his music taste his personality. I can never compare
To: Rayeen
i feel so dumb pouring my heart out here, or everytime we talk just for you to mention your ex. and make me realise how bland im compared to him
To: Rayeen
Or what happened to you.
To: Rayeen
ur ex if it means I can be close to u. I love u so much, I wish I could help u, i wish I could knock some sense into ur ex. U don't deserve this
To: Rayeen
Cause I can never make u happy, no one can except him and that's ok ig. I just wanna be close to u, Im okay w these fake ilys u say after u vent abt
To: Rayeen
I can never compete to him, in anything. In music taste or personality or looks or anything lol. I wish he loved u, then maybe u would be happy
To: Rayeen
wanna make things weird between us. Idk what we are, why do u say I love u to me? U say I love u but then u mention ur ex, what am I supposed to feel?
To: Rayeen
me so happy, no matter how I feel and i wish I could make u that happy. I hate when u mention ur ex or other guys but I don't say anything bc I don't
To: Rayeen
go and ask for other ppls attention. All of my attention is only for u, u make me so happy, everytime u talk w me, everytime I hear ur voice. It makes
To: Rayeen
that I don't mean as much to u as I think I do. I want u so bad, like so so so bad. do yk how much i like you? I'm so obvious w it, but then you
To: Rayeen
im drunk rn and all i can think abt is you. I wanna hear ur voice so bad. Idk why I talk to u, everytime I do I end up js feeling bad realising
To: Rayeen
I hate this sm I hate yearning for u i hate when u give ur attention to that guy, it makes me feel so jealous and that I don't matter as much to u
To: Rayeen
I h2te this sm I h2te yearning for u i h2te when u give ur attention to that guy, it makes me feel so jealous and that I don't matter as much to u
To: Rayeen
And ur ex threw it all away, and he doesn't even realise it. What a restart he is. I wish I could slap some sense into him
To: Rayeen
Not bc ur a burden or I don't like listening to u, but bc it reminds me how i wanted to be loved in the exact same way u love ur ex and how I wasnt
To: Rayeen
i hate doing this, i hate listening to u vent i hate it i hate listening to how much u love ur ex but i wanna help u i wanna share sadness w u
To: Rayeen
I wish I could give u everything u deserve, all the love u deserve. I hope one day someone will, and I hope idk u long enough to see that day
To: Rayeen
I wish I could js tell u how much i yearn for u, how much i write abt u here how much u mean to me how much I love u. But would it really matter?
To: Rayeen
i act normal but everytime u mention that guy it aches my heart sm it makes me realise that I dont matter as much as I think I do
To: Rayeen
ur such a sweet soul and u deserve everything. u make me so happy and u have sm love to give. u dont even realise how special u are because of ur past
To: Rayeen
I guess its a mix of jealousy and yearning. hes so lucky to be loved in such a way by someone like u. i wish he saw that, and I wish he fought for u
To: Rayeen
Idek what i feel anymore, I feel a weird ache ever since last night idek why. i wish ur ex saw how special u are, how much love u have for him
To: Rayeen
I've been thinking abt what u said over and over again. I wish i could give u all the love u deserve, everything u deserve cuz u deserve so so much
To: Rayeen
You have sm love in u and sm love to give to others. someday someone will see it and never let you go. and it hurts that i will never be that someone
To: Rayeen
ik you'll never be mine, not even in my wildest dreams and maybe what i feel is just attachment, but rn in this moment, all i want is to call you mine
To: Rayeen
I wish u liked me how I like u, how I'm attached to u. Ik u can't control how someone feels about u, but I wish I was good enough for u, for ur love
To: Rayeen
Everything abt u is so soothing, ur voice, ur rants, ur random selfies or vids. I love everything abt u sm and ur deserving of love and so much baby
To: Rayeen
I miss you sm rn and i love u sm, I wish I could give u everything u deserve but I cant and I will never be able to but I'll pray someone someday can
To: Rayeen
ur so adorable and cute and weird in a cute way. Even thinking about you warms my heart so much. Any guy would be lucky to have you and I hope yk that
To: Rayeen
I really really like you, and you didn't deserve any of the things that happened to you. You're so lovable, and I love you so much.Mwahhhh cutiepie
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