To: ryan
I miss you so bad Im sorry I ended stuff so weirdly all I want is our matching hair and just to be in ur arms again
To: Ryan
i want to be with you again so bad but you make my stomach hurt and you dont seem to want me
To: Ryan
If you ever see this, I hope you know Im sorry for what happened and I miss you and our WhatsApp calls so much. We should talk again -G
To: ryan
i miss you, twink .. lol
To: ryan
idk how you never figured out how much i liked u
To: Ryan
If I didnt feel so strongly I would have ended it immediately, I cant pretend for this long.
To: Ryan
My chest hurts from how much I love you
To: Ryan
Im so sleepy and all Im imagining is being with you, together in a hammock, with my head on your chest
To: Ryan
And most of all, I missed your hands, wishing they would graze mine
To: Ryan
Is it you calling me by my full name in the back of my mind? just for a second today I heard your voice echo through my mind, I missed you so much
To: Ryan
O my god I ruined everything, I hope you dont find this, or any of my messages from other sites
To: Ryan
Actually wait, dont read it Im extremely scared( I didnt mean for my last message to sound aggressive and rude Im so sorry)
To: Ryan
None of my fuckin notes went through on the unsent project besides two
To: Ryan
Just read the damn note and ask me about it, i just have a difficult time being expressive, I swear ill try to explain ( with my stutter and all)
To: Ryan
I felt like my note was still too strong, and I probably made you uncomfortable, Im really sorry, perhaps its still too early
To: Ryan
I dont expect you to like me back, so please just read it.
To: Ryan
Okay, you can reject me , end my suffering, please
To: ryan
i wish u knew what u wanted. it hurts. it physically hurts. but i put that on myself ig.
To: Ryan
Please, oh pretty please take this as a sign, I really love you, you deserve an explanation at least my love
To: Ryan
You will never see this. Your songs make me throw up, guilt and resentment clash when I think of you. I miss my best friend, I wish we never dated
To: Ryan
And I still dont feel like the best, and Im trying..every time I look at you, youre like a gentle reminder
To: Ryan
For the past months Ive been working on myself trying to be the best version of myself, to be with you!!! I thought I wasnt good enough for you!!
To: Ryan
You know whats funny? I feel physically sick, I wonder.. if you have my shakey hand habit
To: Ryan
I thought this entire time you rejected me and I remember feeling really heartbroken, because all I wanted was to be apart of you (friends or more)
To: Ryan
I also didnt even realize I was flirting, Ive never done that before and all I thought about was being a part of you in some way
To: Ryan
Me? Reject you??? I thought this entire time you rejected me?!
To: Ryan
Its been a few years and you lowk did me dirty but I wouldnt turn u down if u hit my line.
To: Ryan
I hope you're out there somewhere on the other end of my phone screen, I should've told you, I hate myself so much for not saying anything. I love you
To: Ryan
I feel so connected to you, even when were apart
To: Ryan
Im so sorry for making you wait so long.
To: Ryan
I promise I will give it soon, Im just terrified of how you will react. I hope this is just me overthinking it all
To: Ryan
Friday Never Counts-True Love Is Strong As Death
To: Ryan
I love you so much my sweet boy. Remember when we met? We were kids in love. Bonding over the same music sharing our favorite sings with eachother
To: Ryan
I hope I will see you again in my next life, when Im not in sorrows anymore . I know and trust you can find me again
To: Ryan
You will find my message on hello Im sorry. I truly am so sorry. Its like looking at something I want yet cant have. My realities are imminent.
To: Ryan
thank you for texting me and reaching out. i hope we grow to commit to each other and do it right. right person wrong time.
To: ryan
what you said is NOT understandable I do not understand stop messing with me...
To: Ryan
realized it way too late that if I got to know u the way I want to I would totally fall for you. and now ur probably over me. sorry i dated ur friend.
To: ryan
we should catch a movie sometime
To: Ryan
I still love you. I don't think I've ever truly loved anyone else. I don't think I ever will.
To: Ryan
I couldnt be less proud of you you continue to disappoint me the longer i know you its been two months
To: Ryan
Never contact me again
To: Ryan
I cant help but overthink bc you wouldnt give me the answers you switched up bad this is my last msg just know i care and love you but i am moving on
To: Ryan
I also cant help but think that you wanted to break up with me after the crash but waited for a little bit so It didnt seem wrong of u
To: Ryan
Ik u were unfaithful i just wish you were man enough to admit it to me it would give me sm clarity ik u struggle w lust n ik i wasnt antagonising it
To: Ryan
Its so hard loving you but knowing i deserve better my love is real i cant just shut it off pt whatever
To: Ryan
It isnt a bad thing i just think it got a little repetitive i miss being prayed for and sleeping to your voice i will miss and love you always pt5
To: Ryan
Im back 2 my loud funny self im more social again ik u are funny 2 but we were so serious together so goal oriented we left out laughs & flirting pt4
To: Ryan
Im enjoying the peace icl i didnt know how much i needed it its quiet in a good way i wish u got to see me for me tho i gained my personality back pt3
To: Ryan
Which im happy abt in someways because it means u can find someone u truly want and can satisfy u in ways i couldnt i pray you found what u needed pt2
To: Ryan
I still miss you more than anything i am slowly moving on but i think about you most days and at night i wish you would call i seen you moving on pt1
To: Ryan
I know you wont ever see this but I hope you know you were that someone better Ry I love and miss u so much cutie putting green since u like it
To: ryan
I really really like you but ik youll never feel the same, when we went to prom together Id never felt happier standing next to you
To: Ryan
You are the only exception
To: Ryan
I still know your favorite color is purple, so I made this purple. I love you, but will never tell you. Im afraid. Im wishing so hard you could see it
To: Ryan
I love you so much dude, I can like barely live without you, but I can never tell you cuz Im afraid. I wish you could see this in a way
To: Ryan
Is it crazy to think you wrote those songs about me? I guess I just wish you still care...
To: Ryan
I will forever love you. And I hate it. Even when you hurt me. We always find a way back to eachother. But its been a whole year. Are you really gone?
To: ryan
i dont love you but youre fun to flirt with
To: ryan
i miss you so much. i was starting to get really comfortable with you and i loved talking to you. i hope football goes well for you in the future.
To: Ryan
Remember when I gave all your pets nicknames? I wonder if you've ever used them by accident. I wonder how you feel about me now. Was it an accident?
To: Ryan
I held your hand in my dream. What does that say, s?
To: ryan
I hope you love me the way I love you.
To: Ryan
I'll see you on a Sunday.
To: Ryan
I'm sorry we never really got to say goodbye. I still think about you and I hope you're doing well. I really did love you.
To: ryan
i miss you. i want to reach out but im scared. im sorry for everything. i never liked him, it was you.
To: Ryan
i like you but i'm shy to meet you on my own
To: Ryan
i dont know why we fall out, i never did. if you needed time away or for me to go away i don't know why you told me you wanted to try again. that hurt
To: Ryan
You deny using me but you did. But what I dont get is you telling all your friends you miss me. Youre the one who left. If its true come back imy
To: Ryan
i wish i showed you how much i loved you. i hate how things ended and ik it was my fault. i still love you and i always will. i miss you so much
To: Ryan
I will forever remember you, chipmunk. I hope you dont forget me.
To: Ryan
Oh my darling husband how I love youu. I can't wait to start a future with you. My gorgeous man..
To: Ryan
i have a huge crush on you lol, you are such an amazing person and im so glad we became friends but i wish it was more. bussssss.
To: Ryan
You're the domestic, most stunning, adorable little et
To: Ryan
Your hair is so shiny and like glitter. Your heavenly smile is pure honey
To: ryan
i rlly like you, ive been putting out a bunch of these all over the internet, hopefully you find one and dont doubt that its me.. because it is.
To: ryan
I always listen to the song lil baby crush and think of you. I hope you're happy.
To: Ryan
Trust me when I say, I would never want to hurt you. You are my light as well as my darkness. I miss you.
To: ryan
let's quarry again<2
To: Ryan
Do u ever think about the fun we had, the secrets we kept, with and from eachother? You're happy, though it's not with me, she's good for u, a keeper.
To: Ryan
You’re my favorite person. <3
To: ryan
youre the best person i met to august 17- to now. i love you so much ryan youre the best person god has gave me. i love you ryboo!!!!💞💗
To: Ryan
Well, i guess eventually everything changes.<br>we either accept it, or wallow in it.