To: SA
I can either choose your feelings or your future, I have to choose your future
To: SA
Im probably not sleeping yet, but goodnight if you are. I hope it was a good dream haha
To: SA
Same, but its for the best
To: SA
Hope u are too, wish I could just talk to u and unwind. The diff is 4.5 hours ahead, so its 330 there rn
To: SA
Yeah it is tiring, and nah I think we both have reasons why not to unmatch haha. Also, take a work friend with u, forgot to reply to that
To: SA
Oh I wasnt expecting that, as long as it helps you though. We havent been as a family since we got the cats, even now just me & mum haha
To: SA
I also saw you unmatched on M, Im proud of you for taking the step, want you to continue making progress iA
To: SA
Go with your friend who wanted to watch it with you, and I go on the 9th
To: SA
Hahaha idk, I guess Im just a bit unique in that way loool. And if you do watch it, do it in cinemas. The music is really good too
To: SA
Loool stop hating on my rap hahaha. And this movie is a bit diff, its quite mature and real, so I recommend but if it makes u sad, dont risk it
To: SA
LOL hahaha, I feel like its dual personality, the true side of me is as u know but another side of me is a product of my environment
To: SA
I think it depends why u dont like sad movies, I recommend it but I dont want u to cry or think of me, you should watch it but focus on the movie only
To: SA
Dont say sorry at all. Yeah its that one, watched it with my childhood friend I drag him to all my Bollywood cinema movies
To: SA
It really showed how love is supposed to be like, was thinking of u a lot during it. Id recommend it to u but dont want u thinking about me if u go
To: SA
I just got home from cinema, went to see a really deep romantic movie, the type that needs to be seen in cinemas. Lots of ppl who watch it left crying
To: SA
Sunny for me too, and thats great news, you are talented and Im glad its being recognised by recruiters
To: SA
Thanks so much, Ill try to haha. And good, keep taking care of yourself and I hope you find somewhere great very soon too iA
To: SA
Il take care of myself as long as you do
To: SA
A million hearts for you right back
To: SA
I know, Im so proud of u for trying, I always want whats best for you, sometimes we have to go through pain to reach the other side, praying 4 u too
To: SA
It hurts me and I know we are in the same boat, but a man needs to lead and it means leading u as well to make the right steps for ur future
To: SA
I want u to be happy, as a man its not right I say that and sabotage u too, truly caring means helping u instead of being an obstacle, i care 4 u too
To: SA
we both have to for the greater good, but moving on doesnt mean forgetting, it means wanting to see u happy & helping u reach ur future happiness
To: SA
I miss u too, I just hope u dont hate me. It hurts me that im sabotaging ur future. Caring for u means I need to look out for u, even if it hurts
To: SA
I want to but Im forcing myself not to, for the best for both of us
To: SA
I do check it, I miss u, just want to make it an easy space for u to express, if I reply I will undo your progress. Im sorry, I hope you understand
To: SA
Going to sleep now, goodnight Shani (smiley)
To: SA
Im also missing u, be safe pls
To: SA
hope you had a good day too. I cant cook but id help you of course. and hahaha, thats good you might need it one day for your future hb
To: SA
dont remind me of that horrid sandwich hahaha. when we are talking u can address me, but when u want to hide a msg you can address as something secret
To: SA
I hope my slang keeps me in your heart
To: SA
I hope my slang is a way for you to remember me
To: SA
Tell coco I love her
To: SA
And for your last letter, im so proud of you too, youre doing great my dear, (smiley face)
To: SA
I do check it, after a long day your presence gives me peace, trying to get used to not having you around
To: SA
U never have to thank me, its the least I could do. U mean so much to me, and I hope u succeed in everything. Goodnight Shani, cant even add emoji ffs
To: SA
if u ever need me, im 1 text away
To: SA
that I grew to admire, for ur husband. everyone deserves the version that I know, not how u say they paint u out, it annoys me how misrepresented u r
To: SA
that's alright, works with me. im sorry you went through all that trauma, and with or without me, that you unwrap it all and be the version of urself+
To: SA
dont write it on here, its too sacred, text me it but i can do my best to not reply
To: SA
I really really want to hear ur poem, no one has ever written a poem about me, but I might end up like yday
To: SA
my beautiful girl, imaginary wife, my DA, my FA, my Shani
To: SA
il be happy for u. u be happy for me and for ur future husband. I miss u more than I can express. il tlk to you on ur bday, but dnt wait 4me otherwise
To: SA
if it makes you feel better, maybe write to me but anonymous. I cant in my right mind not see you call for me and choose to ignore
To: SA
strong bond, any communication between us could pull us to sq1. if I dont reply, its never because I dont want, its so we can stay moved on
To: SA
you're right. you know I'd be there for you in a heartbeat whenever I see a letter from you. Even if we take time out and move on, we have such a+
To: SA
Shani, I feel like im falling for you even more by the hour, the distance between us makes me yearn for you more & more, idk what to do dear
To: SA
+ consolation and assurance whenever you needed. I watched the trailer, it looks really cute, id think of you while watching the whole thing
To: SA
I want to fall asleep next to you under the stars. and sure, you can keep me updated. I know you Shani, so well, I wished I was there to give you +
To: SA
I want to see you live your life in Middle E, with your 40k and separate home, peaceful and happy iA
To: SA
+ find something that fits your requirements, iA I pray you get something perfect for you, and don't be afraid to negotiate an offer that works
To: SA
5 is a lot, il also be 5 but only for a couple months training period. ik what its like to wna switch jobs, but pls dont switch in desperation +
To: SA
i miss you more. just like you want to run to me, I want to run to you, put my head in your lap and yap about everything, id fall asleep in ur lap
To: SA
you're so cute and such a DA hahaha, of course I would save you Shani, no doubt. you can tell me anything you want, in your head or on here, however
To: SA
it's not intentional. and yes, I hope coco's health gets better asap iA, and I will pass on the love to my cats by giving them a kiss on your behalf
To: SA
I hope you also have a safe, good and enjoyable time, esp without me. and do forgive me in advance if I ever take time or am not able to reply to you+
To: SA
it will remind me of you too. and thank you, you continue to accept all parts of me, the good the bad the ugly, you're so beautiful inside out
To: SA
I couldnt help it so I listened, every lyric applies to us lol, funny how a song I would never listen to alone might now be one of my favs bc of u
To: SA
I just didnt want you to see me weak, ik you're aware how I feel, but I still want to be strong for you, so you never have to worry being vulnerable
To: SA
If you do, then every fibre of my being will want to respond to you, I can't possibly dismiss anything you say. I will try, but no promise
To: SA
It just hit me like a truck how much you care, I always knew but in the moment it was amplified,really and truly, and I'm letting someone like that go
To: SA
Sorry about yday, I didn't cry but I got upset, I think it was just an amalgamation of our breakups, it was a build up for a while I think
To: SA
Reading is a great hobby and a healthy activity. I want to hear all your rants, I never want you to stop, but I'm always there telepathically, always
To: SA
There are beautiful people like you out there, and you of all deserve to find them. It puts me at ease to know you are at ease
To: SA
Hearing you say you miss me is like a bandage, it heals me. It is sunny where I am, I hope the sun follows you everywhere you go, and never a cloud
To: SA
You make me better too, and I hope the thought of us continues to do so, you can never thank me, you let me in, Im so lucky Im in your heart Shani
To: SA
The more I say about you, the less it is. You imprinted yourself in my heart, lucky are those who experience what we did, it feels like a dream
To: SA
Wish you all the best Shani
To: SA
Why do you have to leave me
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