To: Sahaj
I've been having a hard time cause of my anxiety it just gets really hard, I get the urge to text and tell you but I can't and I hate it
To: Sahaj
I've been missing you a lot recently and idek why I'm writing this maybe to let the feelings out of me but I just hope you're okay
To: Sahaj
and I hope you're having fun there I hope you're taking care of your health too make sure you live to your best there and enjoy every bit
To: Sahaj
life's been weird recently some days I feel like Im okay and somedays I wake up n just miss u a lot,its been getting really hard I wish we could talk
To: Sahaj
I got my results back today.. it wasn't great I'm lwk disappointed I wish I could complain to u like I always used to but it's okay.
To: Sahaj
I just wish I could really vent but I don't wanna talk to anybody honestly. I miss yapping random shi to you,I'd tell you anything and everything
To: Sahaj
hey,it's just been really hard lately,I genuinely hope you're doing okay I just wish that you'd reach out once to ask how I've been. that's all
To: Sahaj
Also I saw you reactivated your spam,you told me you put it to delete but it's okay I don't have anything hateful to say, I am just a little hurt.
To: Sahaj
I hope you've been eating well, sleeping well and just having fun in general and don't think about the negative stuff just enjoy while ur there
To: Sahaj
if we were talking you would've told me not to overthink,it just feels empty without you,khair I hope Germany treats you well
To: Sahaj
im glad you reached safely,I was just missing you..i can't text so I thought I'd write it here and I just hope you're doing okay
To: Sahaj
I hope life is gentle with you,you've been thru sm,and even when you were struggling, you still found ways to make me laugh
To: Sahaj
- you stayed up making sure I was okay,u made it easier to get thru the hardest days maybe that's why I care a lot for you too.
To: Sahaj
ik you carry a lot more than most ppl realise,I used to worry ab u all the time,I still do,ion think I've thanked you enough for the nights you -
To: Sahaj
Idk what the future looks like,I wanted you to know that the care you gave me mastered a lot I just hope you're okay and I hope your flight goes well
To: Sahaj
yesterday was really hard,I kept wishing I could tell u the way I used to,I'm trying to respect the space you asked for even when it's hard
To: Sahaj
I miss u more than I can explain,not just the relationship but the comfort of knowing u were always there,u helped me thru sm,I'll always be grateful
To: Sahaj
I used to blush like crazy,when you started calling me cute names in may I was the happiest sahaj,i really was and I missed being around you.
To: Sahaj
I wish I could say all of those things to you but since we barely talk I can't, so I'm just leaving em here if one day you'll read them magically
To: Sahaj
I just miss you,I miss talking to you all the time,you'll always be a good person in my eyes, I can just never hate you. and I'll love you forever ml
To: Sahaj
If I had to change one thing,then yeah def I'd tell you stuff way sooner,so that there wouldn't have been any problems between us
To: Sahaj
I'm learning to be a better person,I still own up to my mistake and I hope you move past it.. I hope we can be happy together again
To: Sahaj
when I replay old memories of us being happy,even the memories of may,I wish we can be happy again n I hope you can forgive me for that thing.
To: Sahaj
when we were dating,you weren't just my boyfriend you were my bestfriend too you'll always be, n my safe space too,I'm just trusting the future w us
To: Sahaj
sometimes I start reading our old chat,but it makes me emotional,so I shut it cause you always say that I should cry less n worry less,so I'm learning
To: Sahaj
You'll get a hold of it if you keep trying, expressing your emotions isn't gonna make you weak, never. You'll learn how to be more expressive by time
To: Sahaj
It's okay if sometimes it feels too much, being less emotional isn't a bad thing yk, we can always work on some stuff and become better
To: Sahaj
it gets weirdly lonely now a days cause we barely talk, I just hope you actually mean it when you say you're okay, you can always vent to me.
To: Sahaj
I know we've been talking very less,n I miss you when you're not around but I just hope your trip goes well and I hope you enjoy it there,take caree.
To: Sahaj
I'm sure she'll be really proud to know that she raised a good son. Enjoy your life make her proud, do it for her. I hope the future is kind to you.
To: Sahaj
you're a good son,a good person and you were a good boyfriend too.You should enjoy your life more and stop running away from things that make u happy
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