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I love you too Serenity. I wish I wasn't so afraid of committing. Perhaps then you'd believe me. In some twisted way, I believe you do yet too afraid.
Correct. That night you reciprocated a 3-word phrase I wished to hear for months, just once more. It seemed to answer anything, but nothing at all.
that Serenity? Do you? Had you felt my goodbye? Why would you return? Questions like these you seem can be answered so easily. And perhaps you're--
I said Goodbye in May, you came in August. Why do you do these things to me? I feel for you in ways my mind isn't ready to comprehend. Do you know--
i love you a lot, youre one of my only friends. Its just, i dont get how you can stay friends with people you actively complain about all of the time.
I hope you leave that stupid program you want so badly, satisfied. Let's hope we never cross paths again, Serenity. Goodbye, I love you.
I hope you grow to be satisfied with yourself. Let's hope we never cross paths again. I no longer wish to know you. Goodbye Serenity. I love you.
But I hate that I've accepted it. I wish you the best, truly. I wish you would grow old and make a name for yourself like you explained you'd want. --
of days had just announced she'd be giving her all for another. I'm no longer angry. Yes, I'm upset, but those are just feelings of disappointment. --
I don't know why I do that. Instead of grieving or letting myself cry, I treat it as the smallest inconvenience, like the person I crave at the purest
The worst part is, it hurts a lot more than I initially thought it would. Yet I'm still living my day out like it was an average day. --
3 days early. It was supposed to be the 5th you really know how to show up at the worst times. Don't you? --
I'm happy you can take my past actions into account and stand by them. I don't regret it, I don't believe I'll ever regret this choice. --
And I hope you know that call was my final goodbye. I lied. I won't ever pick that phone call up again, and we won't ever hang out once more. --
In 20 days, I will lose the one person I've loved for years. Thank you for talking with me, truth be told. We won't ever be friends again Serenity. --
Your name is in everything I write, I cant tell if I like that. But I miss you, and I know I don't like that. Goodbye Serenity.
You were right. The alcohol, the nicotine, the substances you told me to quit, never did feel as good as the arms that you'd wrap around me.
time. I miss you, that's why you shouldn't acknowledge my name. You shouldn't even give it a second thought. It's not your responsibility.
to contact with you urgently tells my chest to break, tells my eyes it's time to cry, tells my nose to breathe uncoordinated. I cry. Every single--
built up, to get over this feeling of wanting you nearby. Shattered. I broke down as soon as I read that message, any small reference--
Please don't acknowledge me. I'm trying my best to sever the one-sided ties I have with you. Please don't say, "Hi." Any progress I finally--
just so I can see your face again. You're always there, it gives me the scraps of comfort I so urgently need. I'm sorry, I miss you.
God, I miss you. I feel like such an idiot. Everyone's telling me to let you go, and God am I trying. I go to bed earlier and take frequent naps-
Deserved to feel aggression towards her. She did the one thing I wouldn't. Settle. I love you, and I truly never will forget you, Serenity.
The feeling in my stomach no longer twisted at the thought of her. Just happy. Happy you found her. Sure, my chest burns, but I never truly--
In some way, it felt more like an acceptance. That you had found someone willing of your love that would take it. Even if I felt the need to cry--
letting the cool water drown out the sun that still beamed on me, and even if this was my body unconsciously punishing myself for hurting you--
because maybe then, I wouldn't produce enough energy to cry. As I got there, I walked in after setting my items down, and floated in the cold water.--
They match to the pattern of the blanket you got for me 3 years ago. As I walked, I let the sun swarm my body with heat, forcing the sweat out of me--
I told my mom today that I went to school. I walked to the beach, hid my swimsuit under the pajamas I can't take off once they are on because--
held me so tightly. How they were able to lift me with such ease, how you felt right wrapped in mine. I miss you, Serenity.
for you. It's truly become such a reoccurring feeling. I lay in her arms, yet her thin arms would never give me the comfort yours did when they--
Tried. I really did try. I tried the other person, and still, if they held my body to sleep, I'd still wake up with the overwhelming feeling of need--
I haven't written to you in some time, haven't I? Perhaps the idea of me finally losing hope could finalize your peace. I'm sorry, I tried, I really--
these. Let you know I never gave up, but everyone wants me to be happy with her. She's sweet to me, but she isn't you. I can learn to give up.
consider her. I believe I'm going to. I'll wait one more month, May 5th. I'll stop writing to you if you never come back. If you do, I'll show you--
Met someone, I'll always be waiting. Yet I need to let go of this idea of you. She's nice. You'd like her. She's been waiting for me to atleast--
you, over and over. We'd never work, even if I tried my hardest. I love you, but God do I have my issues.
then again, you and I both know if I had gotten what I wanted. I'd mess it up, run away, never take responsibility for how I've continuously hurt--
No matter how many times I apologize to you in my head, or even slightly, directed to you. I crave forgiveness, so I wouldn't fear talking to you--
Was I too difficult to continue working towards? I'm dwelling on the past a lot. I recognize that everything was on my own accord.
So, in some way, I guess my body craves answers. Needs them, maybe then I could sleep. Maybe then I wouldn't need to trick my body with medicine.
bit. Do you love her? If I came into your life once more, would she still be your main priority? Should I even ask these questions? They haunt me--
like when you were happy. Maybe you were tired and didn't feel like taking the picture. Because you surely looked proud, I suppose she deserved that--
Saw her post today, you were in it. You didn't look happy, but maybe I'm grasping onto the last bits of straws I have. Maybe I knew what it looked--
I know that I need it. I don't want to dream of you again, but I also never want to forget your face. Guess I'm stuck? Would you be happy if I was?
Rushing to hold you, to see you, to finally hear your voice light up once more. Yet, that's my selfishness talking again. I don't deserve it because--
That I, too, was always yours. I can never sleep peacefully again, can I? Not when feelings like this are telling me to rush in and beg for you back--
you. I don't want to keep running. I want to settle, stare at you while you stare at me back, and we can finally have this silent acknowledgement --
I can no longer sleep, knowing that once my eyes are closed, you'll be there. Sadly, my body is still reaching for the feeling of running away from--
I'll keep dreaming of you, even if it wakes me up multiple times in the night. Maybe I need the reminder that I messed up, I won't have you again.
I keep writing these with no consideration of how you might feel if you ever find them, if you do. Ignore it, move on, keep going. please.
up to the thought of you. I need your arms around me again. I want to play in your hair, hold you back, kiss your cheeks until you smile. I'm Sorry.
It's no longer funny, I can't laugh it off when it hurts. I crave you horribly. I can barely eat. My chest hurts so bad, I don't want to keep waking--
Woke up today, I dreamt of you. It hurts so bad knowing you're not actually here. I didn't actually kiss your cheek asleep, Serenity, I miss you. --
You were my birthday wish.
You'll always be on my mind, no matter who I'm with. Say the words, and I'll be back. Trust me. Everyone, but you know how much I love you.
I don't deserve you. I hope you're really happy with her. I've been told you are, heard she treats you well. Doesnt make me happy, but I like to know.
I've never been into religion or religious beliefs, but when it comes to you, almost every night, I pray, I pray so much for you.
apologizing, maybe in some twisted way you'll hear it. See it, feel it, believe it, maybe forgive it. I don't know. This is such a waste of my time.
I miss you a lot. So very badly, I have to be reminded by my own mom that I lost you. It makes me sick, you're too divine to lose. If I keep -
I'm a liar. I miss you. I can't move on
I believe I'm going to give up on you now. I still love you. Come back when you can. I'll stop seeking you out. I love you, always my pretty girl.
If I begged, pleaded, and made my point. Would you ever come back? Is that selfish to ask? Most days, I hope you never find these, somedays I do. Ily.
You look so happy, it makes me wonder if I had tried, then I'd see such a smile too. I've met many people, I've held others, no ones like you. No one
Seeing you with her makes me sick. Is this how I made you feel? So sick your chest starts to tighten as your eyes fight tears? I'm so very sorry.
You know I've written to you for three years, nearing four, anytime I miss you. I've hated loving you, I've hated missing you, but I can't help it.Ily
Hey maybe we can play 21 on roblox one more time. Before I give up on you entirely, could you allow me that? Is that selfish to ask? Let me know Ily.
I still love you. I never lied when I'd tell you I did, I bet this makes me the fattest coward. Having to admit this to a site rather than tell you. S
you are so innocent I hope you stay like that forever and have a good life no matter what comes in your way you will keep going and not stop.
I dont miss us or what we had anymore but i do miss our friendship even though i truly loved you at one point you didnt seem to care at all -Best Buds
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ma vlast no. 2 vltava "the moldau", by bedrich smetana. 1 minute and 3 seconds mark
whew
deep breath in, deep breath out.
I never let any disconcerting information i heard stop me either. I was and still am smitten.
ah
And I may be completely stupid for this, but I need to keep fighting. It's never over.
And I may be a complete idiot for this, but I have to keep fighting for this. I'm running off pure resolve, just for you.
I... can't sleep.
See you around.
Goodnight.
I should probably be sleeping.
...if i didn't TRY! ATLEAST ONCE!
It may be stupid to do so, but I really have to try because despite the sheer unknown and all the worry 1-2 years ago, I couldn't live with myself --
I have to try.
still yearning for you.
And somehow, the last 23 months dedicated entirely to you, despite my tragic failure.
Even before I saw you for the first time, imagining a life with anyone else felt foreign...
I've never dreamt of a timeline where I ended up with someone else.
Oh dear.
(08/06/2025, 1031 PM) i am crumbling at the thought of myself yet again being my own worst enemy and screwing myself again. It can't happen again.
i'm doing this all for you. (08/06/2025, 935 PM)
oh God oh God oh God i can't back out now
i've carried the thought of you through everything
i hope your heart is open. i have a good feeling about this.
thank you.
It gave me the strength to prevent myself from crumbling into bitterness during my spiral. It gave me the strength to not give up on being good.
everything is entirely dedicated to you
I know I kinda relented from posting about you on this website for a few days, trust me, entirely dedicated to you.
Still yearning for you.
even before I knew you existed I missed you
Well, that wasnt THE moment I knew it had to be you, that was.. the moment I saw you. But you get it right?
The moment I was told I needed to cry when I saw my bride walk down the aisle I knew it had to be you
I have to ask, was that a sign?
i live to run into you someday
i'm scared
whenever YOU feel any sort of sense of hopelessness or sadness just know that even to this day im still yearning for you and motivated by you
or destroy it. whatever you want.
i would save civilization for you
When I was told so, I never wanted to believe the notion that ALL 'love is war' because i believed OUR love would be the only war worth fighting for.
still yearning for you...
the only one I'd ever get on one knee for
your beauty has me sleepless
222 am
24/7.
you
can't help but continue yearning
i really did
in silence i hear your name and in darkness i see your face. still yearning for you
to this day i still think about you a whole hell of a lot. i don't know why. i'm so drawn to you and i can't figure out why. every. waking. moment.
i hope shayne treats you well.
you are the most beautiful girl i've ever seen and i blew it. i wish they never posted it. i wish i just talked to you. i yearn for you everyday.<br><br>-M
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