To: Shay
Was very frustrated that you outed me right after I had told you not to do so, essentially, the previous hangout. Not cool! Do not do that to others!
To: Shay
You think I replaced you, but he was my best friend the entire time. You want to believe that. There is no replacing anybody, we just did not connect.
To: Shay
I do not think you ever liked me or loved me, either. I think I simply filled the void. I was filling the role of best friend in your head.
To: Shay
I think you should admire those you are friends with. Be interested in them. Or at least feel drawn to them, truly, not out of guilt.
To: Shay
It was like nothing I ever said got through to you. Like I was not even there. Get better. Please. Maybe you would say the same about me.
To: Shay
You told me I am on my own now. So why were you surprised when I did not answer the next time you texted me? I am where I am and so are you.
To: Shay
You used to not be into anybody, and now I imagine you date to fill the void of true connection in your life. Good luck, I guess.
To: Shay
I genuinely hope you find real connection with somebody, because whatever our attempt at it was always deeply irked me. Do not hate how you look.
To: Shay
I made you sleep in a separate room during sleepovers because I did not feel comfortable like I do with others. I should have listened to myself more.
To: Shay
I liked playing board games with you, when we were younger. I hated when you called your girlfriend for hours. I got along with her better than you.
To: Shay
I did not intend to hurt you. I do not hate you. I did not want to write something potentially scathing, or harmful to you. I was forcing it, always.
To: Shay
I do not think you had the ability to truly see me, as a person. I tried to see you, but you were cloudy. We are not compatible. We do not work.
To: Shay
I thought if I gave more of myself to you, that I might have ended up feeling more connected to you. That did not happen. It always felt off, wrong.
To: Shay
There is not much that I genuinely liked or admired about you. I admired your gym work ethic. I admired your art. That is about it.
To: Shay
I do not love you. I never have. I do not mean to be harsh. We never had a true, deep, connection. Never been, what I would consider, best friends.
To: Shay
I should have listened to myself when I felt that our friendship was not meant to be reignited. I let myself fall back into it, during the worst time.
To: shay
i wish it was you. i saw a future with you when i didn't even want to live and maybe thats why we didn't work out, or its because you never loved me
To: shay
I will always miss you but I understand we will never work out, i will still always be here if you need anything thank you for being there for me ily.
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