To: Silly Goose
Genuinely moving on and being happy again, not for spite, for you, is the best revenge and self love because its for you not sb who hurt you
To: Silly Goose
41. It took me months of therapy just to not feel worthless and used anymore. And you just get to be fine. I didn't deserve this. I hope karma is real
To: Silly Goose
40. How is it fair that you get to move on & be happy after how you abandoned me and made me question if any of it was real. I wish we never met!
To: silly goose
its gross how n love i was w u. i forgot u existed. i found the legos. i just destroyed them & threw them out. u mean nothing. RIP to u n my life.-k.
To: silly goose
what happened with us?? why cant i let you go??? I don't get it.. was i just a game to you?..im sorry i wasnt good enough 4 u.. -your pretty girl, k
To: silly goose
y do i still want to retire in the mountains with u? kids, grandkids, dogs, porch chairs in the mountains like y when you hurt me every chance you get
To: silly goose
but its ok, when u see my success & what u will miss out on, dont try 2 apologize. i never believed any of them anyway. but just know u fumbled bad.
To: silly goose
12 miles to seattle for my coffee co. i hope you come by someday.. youll always have a coffee and snack free baby.. i wont be here long..-katie
To: silly goose
goodnight my lovebug. ill see you soon in my dreams baby.. i never gave up like i said.. even after almost two months.. youre my world..-katie
To: silly goose
idk y i still love u when it was a game to u. i miss u alex. ur not my sweet johnny or john anymore.. u showed me alex.. just alex.. ur toxic side.-k
To: silly goose
everything reminds me of u. i see ur face every where. i hear ur laugh every where. i see ur smile even in my sleep ur all i want.. what happened?-kat
To: silly goose
we dont even need 2 talk about it baby. i just want 2 know your safe& doing good & can build together. id even relocate if i could to prove it. plz.-k
To: silly goose
i wanted 2 help u be the best u u could be,together.u said u wouldnt leave me again. this time u did even worse tho.. but im not mad. just come home-k
To: silly goose
did any of it matter to u or was it u telling me what i wanted to hear to sleep w/ u? was anything real? I miss the drunk u, thats when ur honest..-k
To: silly goose
what about the house we talk about? our lego room, date nights, u being at the fire station and me at the precinct? what about the future kids? us..-k
To: silly goose
i miss how we would endlessly share the same pinterest&realize we had the SAME boards/ same pins saved. u were always so thoughtful.what happened?-k
To: silly goose
the way u would call me ur baby. the way ud look at me sad when i went home for night but would immediately plan for the next day. The galley trips.-k
To: silly goose
i miss the way i held ur hand in that truck. the way u got cake and flowers for my bday. the hours we spent cuddling and being intimate.felt so safe-k
To: silly goose
i remember the truck ride. u really didnt want to w/ no seat belt but u took me around the base to show me the aircrew side & i tried so hard to. -k
To: silly goose
i wish we could go back 2 may.. back 2 june. oh god june..the way we giggled in the MWR. u stole my heart in that corner seat in the movies.i miss u-k
To: silly goose
i still would fight anything & anyone 2 protect us. 2 protect u. ur my bestfriend that im tired of crying for every night. u invade my dreams daily.-k
To: silly goose
id do anything for u.. ur mine & im urs.. remember? that was the last thing u told me when i left to go back to command in mid aug.. what changed?-k
To: silly goose
please come back.. even if its just as friends. distant friends. I need u in my life.. i wish i hadnt felt so strongly for u.. but i did.. im sorry.-k
To: silly goose
i was wrong.. i removed ur picture from my cover & lost my mind. i guess we will stay 2gether there at least.. i cant let go.. im still in love w/ u-k
To: silly goose
i wont move on but i need to let go, u didnt care about me. u never did.u used me. ill always have a space for u in my heart in case u come home..-kat
To: Silly Goose
Its ok. u showed me what not to settle for. u taught me my worth. Its something u will never meet as a lover but as distant friends i would love.-kate
To: silly goose
if you wrote to navy.. why felt left out? i literally included u in EVERYTHING. i wanted to give u the world. our ranch, fire station, kids, dogs, ect
To: silly goose
go to letters never sent dot org and view the letter to you on the 22nd. please, its the least you can do since you broke me... -k.
To: silly goose
if u question how much u mean, go look at ur blocked voicemails folder at the very bottom of ur saved voicemails.. ull see it was real 2 1 of us..-k
To: Silly Goose
39. Im sorry I wasn't enough. I won't bother you anymore. I'll stop existing so you don't have to pretend to love me anymore. I'll make the sky pretty
To: Silly Goose
38. I never wanted to bother you...all I wanted was to matter to you. I can't tell if it's in my head or if I'm finally seeing the truth..
To: Silly Goose
37. A part of me has died and you never came to the funeral. How is it so easy for you to hurt someone who did nothing but love you
To: Silly Goose
35. It's okay, I already know you're not planning on spending time with me in September..your silence after a text is answer enough. I'm pathetic.
To: Silly Goose
36. I predict everytime I mention September, u'll either choose not to reply or give a vague "I hope so too" just like you did in April
To: Silly Goose
35. I already know you aren't planning on seeing me in September. But you'll make me hope for it anyway. I wish you knew how much you hurt me.
To: Silly Goose
34. I guess all I really want is for u to realise how much it hurts when I'm not the one u choose to spend time with anymore. Just once, choose me..
To: Silly Goose
33. I think I get it now, I simply overestimated my importance in ur life just because of how important u felt to me. I'm not the one u reach for..IMU
To: Silly Goose
32. All I wanted was a phone call...to hear your voice. And you left me on read. How is this considered love?
To: Silly Goose
31. I really am a horrible person...the things I wish for would devastate us both.
To: Silly Goose
30. Maybe knowing I won't see you is better than hoping I do and having my heart broken when plans fall through. Hurts knowing you're fine with it too
To: Silly Goose
29. A session...is that what our time together is for you...a session??? What exactly am I to you...? Because I cherish every moment I get with you
To: Silly Goose
28. It's starting to feel like what I told you last time...that you won't need me anymore. You're spending more time at home..it was inevitable. IMUML
To: Silly Goose
27 Please stop mentioning them, please I don't want to know. I feel alone, I feel abandoned and forgotten,please realise how much this is affecting me
To: Silly Goose
27. I look so stupid waiting for a text from you...and it's clearly so easy for you to forget about me
To: Silly Goose
27. I must looks so silly waiting all day for that silly green dot when you don't even seem to care about me at all anymore
To: Silly Goose
26. I whish you knew how scared I am that it will be the last time I ever speak to you or even see you, I'm so scared you forget me
To: Silly Goose
25. Yesterday was the last day that I got to see your face in the mornings when I get in...the last day for stolen glances, secret kisses, IMUML x
To: Silly Goose
25. I really wish you'd have chosen me today...even though I know you didn't have much of a choice..
To: Silly Goose
24. What do I have to do...what did I possibly do to deserve this
To: Silly Goose
23. Why is it that the day after seeing each other you always treat me like I don't exist. How did everything change so much, so drastically
To: Silly Goose
22. But it ended with a feeling of guilt for taking time away from you and your obligations...
To: Silly Goose
21. Today was the first time we were able to spend some time together, short and rushed. I loved seeing you. Even for that short time
To: Silly Goose
22. And each day you count down the days until you leave is like you're counting down the days that you don't have to deal with me anymore...
To: Silly Goose
21. It's like I don't exist to you anymore. There is no reality where there is a place for me.
To: Silly Goose
20. I must look so pathetic stood there, wanting to spend time with you, even if it's just to talk..but I guess the time for talking has passed...
To: Silly Goose
19. The change in our dynamic is evident now, remember when you used to stand outside with me? And now you just acknowledge and walk right past me...
To: Silly Goose
18. I wish you knew how many nights I lay in bed silently crying myself to sleep because I can feel the distance growing larger each day..
To: Silly Goose
17. I want to believe that u mean it when u say "I love u too", but I feel like you're replying to appease me and keep me happy. Please say u mean it
To: Silly Goose
16. I plead with the universe every night, begging it to not let you be another lesson, for once can it just give me what I want without the lesson
To: Silly Goose
15. I wanted 2 trace ur constellations today, but my fingers couldn't reach 2 touch u and at that moment I thought how dumb I must look wanting that
To: Silly Goose
14. It hurst so much to see u fall out of love with me, I wish u would close the blinds so I can continue to live in this delusion that u still care
To: Silly Goose
13. Is it weak of me to want to cry in your arms and tell you I'm sorry for the way my brain works?
To: Silly Goose
12. And I'll forever be listening to the playlist you shared, knowing it will never be updated again..
To: Silly Goose
11. I suppose to you I'm just a convenient chapter in the book of your life. But to me you are everything and I'll never be able to stop loving you..
To: Silly Goose
11. And it's the worst feeling when you can see you don't mean as much to someone as you thought you did. I just look stupid waiting for a green dot..
To: Silly Goose
11. I feel like such an idiot...constantly checking for a green dot that barely even comes anymore
To: Silly Goose
10.I am who I am because I was never anyone's first choice. And you've stopped choosing me after April. The effort to connect has become one sided...
To: Silly Goose
9. Sometimes I feel like you're punishing me for loving you. And I'm deeply in love with you, but you don't even seem to care whether I stay or go...
To: Silly Goose
8. Hahaha..as if there would ever be someone else..no, when you leave, you're taking a part of me away, and I'll never let anyone do that again.
To: Silly Goose
7. I don't think I'll ever be able to love someone again when you leave. Loving with one foot out the door,because in the end, they'll leave, like you
To: Silly Goose
6. And even though we kept saying 'in another life', I'm 99% sure you probably wouldn't choose me in the next life either, but I leave 1% for hope.
To: Silly Goose
5. I know you were never really mine no titles no anniversaries but I love you, so when you decide you've had enough please know how deep my love went
To: Silly Goose
4. Sometimes I wonder that when you said you love me,you meant you loved what I do for you. You loved the idea of me maybe...
To: Silly Goose
3. I'm sure there was a time when you really did love me, but lately your eyes tell a different story.
To: Silly Goose
2. You've probably wanted to leave for a while, but didn't want to hurt my feelings while still having to see me everyday. I really hope I'm wrong..
To: Silly Goose
I know you don't really feel the same anymore, I think I've known for a while. I probably won't be okay
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