To: Tobit
Now I'm battling whether I should watch your film recos or fx ing relapse. Sux you have great taste. Nah I should let em rot for some time.
To: Tobit
I hate that I forget the things I hate about you, and then I'm back to zero. But I will forget ab u eventually, I just need to keep reminding myself.
To: Tobit
i dont feel anything much now. i realized some things and got my self-worth back. the dream synopsis plays in my head often tho. that sax! unint. pun
To: Tobit
I think it only felt that much cz u were the first 'cinephile' i got along with who had that back and forth with me. ur js an internet stranger ffs
To: Tobit
i miss you, its stupid, i feel like a child this way. but then i remember u called me Fx up and maybe i dodged a bullet, or you did too.
To: Tobit
i miss you, its stu pd, i feel like a child this way. but then i remember u called me Fx up and maybe i dodged a bullet, or you did too.
To: Tobit
F c k Day 3, I cried tears.. to Anne Murray's You're A Part Of Me. Day 2 numb. Day 1 I even laughed. Funny how that goes. Didnt think itd happen again
To: Tobit
u have ur red flags too yk that i just chose not to see and say cz everyone's flawed but dam what i did rlly triggered an unhealed trauma for u huh
To: Tobit
this is silly but i finally found sm1 who resembles you! Tyson Beckford. Fx Ux man (ts automod) i told u ion think u look bad, i said ur not my type.
To: Tobit
u have ur red flags too yk that i just chose not to see and say cz everyone's flawed but what i did rlly triggered an unhealed trauma for u huh, mybad
To: Tobit
I saw that reel 2day w the caption "doesnt feel right to stay but at the same time scared to lose you" dats what was goin on in my mind, imadeuleaveig
To: Tobit
Fme. Day 3, I cried tears.. to Anne Murray's You're A Part Of Me. Day 2 numb. Day 1 I even laughed. Funny how that goes. Didnt think itd happen again
To: Tobit
too bad you didnt get to greet me. ud prob forget anw. i feel like bad things happen on birthdays. advanced "happy birthday, johnny. wherever you are"
To: Tobit
This one's new cuz the songs and films we shared don't even disgust me after all that. I'd still watch ur recos, ho. Tbh idc if u do. Ta ta.tnxfrdmmrs
To: Tobit
What i meant is i picked that up from our previous banter too, the whole "u must be this way.." But it's done.You didnt even say bye.Goodbye stranger.
To: Tobit
We can admit we both have trust issues, right? We struck each other's nerves, you w/ur flirty niceties &me w/my assumptions. ithinkit'sbothinsidejokes
To: Tobit
Weak in loyalty, I can accept & easily fix. The others you called me hurt but it's the truth anw. Im sorry i didnt ask. And sorry that happened to you
To: Tobit
Idk if my intuition was going haywire or I just lost a good person. But I knew it was for the best. It didnt even hurt cz I knew it had to happen.
To: Tobit
I think I subconsciously made a messy end bc I didnt have the guts to end it well. It needed to end so wecanmoveon