To: Trent
Going to sleep, thinking of you. Do you ever think about me? -B
To: Trent
I'm doing better about not letting you consume my day to day thoughts, but I always think of you as I lay in bed trying to sleep. -B
To: Trent
I'm settling into bed now, and you've crossed my mind again. I hope you had a good Pride. Goodnight. -B
To: Trent
It's 3AM again. I'm waiting for the sunrise so I can sit out for a bit. Did you ever manage to fix or replace your outdoor chair?
To: Trent
I have a lot I should be drawing, but I can't be bothered. I still have a lot of your art saved. I can't bring myself to look at it.
To: Trent
Almost 2AM.Had a bad mental break and cut myself off from everyone, but I'm still thinking of you. Are you still drawing?
To: Trent
I don't think I can ever do it again. You'll be my last. Hope you're having a good night. I'm really sorry for this. -B
To: Trent
I even got confessed to again recently. Turned it down, cause it wouldn't be right for us when I'm still hung up on u, n' the other person despises u.
To: Trent
Even when u lost interest, I didn't, but I couldn't tell u that. It wouldn't be right to admit to it anyway, since it was clear I was keeping u down.
To: Trent
But I'm conflicted. Even after it all, I'm still as stubborn as ever. I miss you, but deep down, I still love you. I don't think I ever stopped.
To: Trent
It's embarrassing to be on this site whining, but I can't talk to our friends about you anymore. After recent events, they've all come to hate you.
To: Trent
I wish it weren't a "fling" or a "situationship" or whatever. I really was in it for the long haul. I wanted to believe in it. Ain't that silly?
To: Trent
Though, maybe I'm a bit dumb to be so hung up over us when ig we were a 2mo.-ish fling. But you were my first in 8yrs or so. Funny how that works.
To: Trent
I wonder what you're up to right now. It's 3AM and I'm thinking about a drink, but I can't stand to even consider the peach brandy anymore.
To: Trent
Am I crazy to still miss you despite everything that's come out? Despite knowing we didn't truly fit together? S'been driving me crazy since then. -B
To: Trent
Missing you was always my problem, but I can't deny it, and I won't. -B
To: Trent
Even then, I don't know what I'd say if we crossed paths again. So I'd just like to write with the hopes that you see it, somehow. I still miss you.
To: Trent
Maybe I'm out of my mind to think those messages I saw were from you, but I can't help crying anyway.
To: Trent
At the very least, I hope you're happier with him, even if he's not me. I won't ever hold it against you. You deserve more than I could ever give you.
To: Trent
I wish I was enough for you. I wish what we had actually mattered in the end. It mattered to me. It was everything. I wish I was everything.
To: Trent
You opened my eyes to all these new things, and then discarded me. What am I supposed to do with myself now? How do I go on like this?
To: trent
i wish i never trusted you again. the moment i saw you pull up at the office with t, i should have ran. i wish i never went to ackland.
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