To: vin
im sorry pretty boy
To: Vin
I miss you. A lot. And honestly I understand we werent good in a relationship but I miss my best friend. If you ever see this , please message me..
To: Vin
I wish you a good life. - Robin
To: Vin
And thank you for still supporting me, even after everything. I don't expect you to see this, but I am sorry, and had a lot of thought to process.
To: Vin
I saw your message, and I am telling you, I have been in the process of seeking help. Not to mention, being away from social media has been helping.
To: vin
ill let you do whatever you want if it makes things easier i just want tofeel like i can do something right and like idk i deserve ur patience
To: vin
i know its hard to listen to me im sorry i just wanted you to understand how it feels i love you
To: vin
its not like anybody ever asks me if im ok or im safe or im upset but as long as ur safe
To: vin
im just not enough and im sorry
To: vin
i don't think i could ever get you to love me like i love u
To: vin
i dont understand why you did that and if ur mad at me or want to never talk again i just want you to tell me that. im sorry i was really scared for u
To: vin
you love me so hard that ill never be able to feel so empty again. it feels like a loss but i know it isnt
To: vin
tickle my wiggles
To: vin
were going to do so much together and its going to save me
To: vin
i wish you were here to kiss me where it hurts and tell me its all gonna be ok
To: Vin
Hehe ur the silliest and coolest ever
To: vin
im sorry imnot good enough maybe if i was better youd still love me like you did
To: vin
you dont think of me like i do you but im grateful to have you in my life still
To: vin
i love yoyoouuu!!!!!
To: vin
you live so far away and it makes me feel miserable knowing i'll have to wait years just to get one hug from you
To: vin
i want you to kiss me
To: vin
I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO GO ON A BIG PICNIC WITH YOU AND EAT CHEESEKCAEKE
To: vin
id love to get to a point where ive memorized every birthmark and scar on your body
To: vin
im sorry im good for nothing
To: vin
i miss you im sorry
To: vin
im so tired i just want to put all my weight on you
To: Vin
take ibuprofen with me
To: vin
im so ready for the sweetness of summer ill be happy
To: vin
one day everytime i make something ill have to double it
To: vin
everybody knows i love you
To: vin
im thinking about keeping you safe even when i cant even form words in my head anymore
To: vin
sharing breakfast every weekends morning
To: vin
itll always be you
To: vin
you make living feel worth it
To: vin
it means just as much to me that it means to you
To: vin
i want to hold hands and watch movies
To: vin
i just cant wait to start a life with you
To: vin
ok i take it back its ok its in the past im locking in i will recover some day i just didnt like that ok i love u srry
To: vin
ill never dfeel loved or beautiful or worth enough for anything becayse i know im not enough and that cabt change give up on me
To: vin
id rather keep praying for a day thatll never come forthe rest of my life
To: vin
im sorry j cant do it its horrible my body wull never be home ever ever again recovery usnt possible
To: vin
im sorry i just wish i could be good but ill never be that
To: vin
i dont know how much longer i can take it
To: vin
i just want someone to be proud of me even for a second
To: vin
i just want to feel the sun hit my skin with somebody i love
To: vin
my poor boy i said id do anything for you im not lying just dont give up on me okay please
To: vin
its like the whole sky is falling on me crushing my back and wings and u want me to pick it up but ive never been very strong to begin with
To: vin
this hurts but i only feel it in periods when starving numbs it
To: vin
they stare at me the same way and its suffocating
To: vin
its just not fair its not fair i cant think of anything else but nobody has the same passion for the root problem ill recover and nothing will change
To: vin
you dont make me mad i feel like i need to run but it feels like i just fought to be able to sit down
To: vin
i dont want to do this either it hurts but i come back to it i dont know what im doing or how to stop
To: vin
i love you more than the world itself thats why its so hard to take care of myself when i see myself in the mirror with nothing but cold air and space
To: vin
you feel like the only moment i get to forget everything else and relax
To: vin
ill do everything i can to keep you with me
To: vin
i wish it was all a bad dream and i could wake up with you around me
To: vin
i wish i could say it all but ive known nothing more than to suffer in silence
To: vin
you are every lovely word i can think of
To: vin
ill pepper your whole body in kisses if i could and just because im selfish id wish for the same
To: vin
i could never just stop at i love you
To: vin
im jealous of the way your bed holds you
To: vin
i wouldnt feel so threatened being trapped tangled in you
To: vin
nobody knows what its like to want to do nothing but stare and touch someone until theyre me
To: vin
im sorry if you ever read these and you think its weird i feel im weird im sorry
To: vin
i see the most beautiful things and all i can think about is you
To: vin
ill say these things about you forever
To: vin
my love for you is so suffocating its frustrating to hold it all
To: vin
i know you dont think of me as deeply as i do about you but i dont know what id do without you
To: vin
everyone just feels so much better than i couldve imagined now and im so grateful for time passing
To: vin
nothing ive ever done makes me feel like i deserve this but youre the happiest thing ever
To: vin
i feel like im easy to forget about and thats okay
To: vin
oh to feel my arms under yours and my head over your shoulders
To: vin
i want that cookie so effing bad
To: vin
brah who is you ho u dam right these aint abt u
To: vin
i know i might ruin it all, but if theres one thing i cant stand, its seeing you be so oblivious to a love only you deserve
To: vin
after the fire was over, there was only one tree left in my mind, where both of our initials were rewritten. would you meet me there
To: vin
my head is just spinning trying to understand what you want
To: vin
im jealous of the way the sun kisses your face
To: vin
i never really hurt my hand haha
To: vin
i only have one feeling and its yearning and longing actually somebody come sedate me
To: vin
even if itll never be more, ill ask the sky to watch over you. none of its a waste of time even if you find out you hate me
To: vin
forgive me i only want to be better than the hurt i was before
To: vin
i forgave the world because it has you. youre the only good thing that has came out of all of it
To: vin
if you knew what i was really thinking about im worried id just scare you off or even worse, upset you. that sounds like a horrible nightmare
To: vin
theres likely nothing i could say to make your heart ache as much as mine does
To: Vin
No matter what happens, you'll always be my baby seal <3
To: vin
i dont see what anyone can see in anyone else but you
To: vin
you almost make me feel like im worthy of the whole world
To: vin
in the middle of all my chaos there was you
To: vin
ill be here whenever you need it, even if that time never comes
To: vin
hold my thoughts they’re all that i have left for you now my love
To: vin
ur care feels safe and pure
To: vin
ive got nothing to lose
To: vin
ur not mine but i trust a future where you are
To: vin
what if we were kissing oooo and we were both boys oooooo 🫢
To: vin
you were so easy to love the difficult parts would be a reward. ive parted ways with an angel. i wish i knew how to stop sounding crazy
To: vin
its disgusting how i mean nothing to you now and im writing.
To: vin
in the back of my mind theres a place that looks like comfort where i can tell you i love you
To: vin
do you think the stars could align at a better time?
To: vin
life is meaningless. i wish i could tell you how bad it hurts. i wish i could have told you everything.
To: vin
i dream about you
To: vin
im hurting and just want you to text . dont let anything stop you theres too little letters and too much to say
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