To: Wiktoria
I'll always love you and your green eyes. I hope we can make it work again one day
To: wiktoria
thank you wiki, really appreciate it, have a good night
To: wiktoria
hope you doing okay, have a good night
To: Wiktoria
Writing to myself so that you Will see it. I hear you, wish someday you would gather the strength
To: wiktoria
hope you doing fine
To: wiktoria
hope you doing all right, life aint easy but thank you for being who you are, it really means a lot to me
To: wiktoria
we looking at the same moon
To: wiktoria
i cant seem to gather the strength to message you directly, so here i am. hope you first day at uni was good.
To: wiktoria
i cannot promise that i wont write here to you anymore. it helps me. for me we are linked more than from memories. i wish you all the best too.
To: wiktoria
you spell out emotions so well, je suis choque. i think we will always be linked somehow, just in a different shape. ill always have a thought for you
To: wiktoria
coming here, hoping you doing fine.
To: wiktoria
thinking about you again. hope you doing better than last time we spoke. have a good night.
To: wiktoria
itll take time, personally it still seems unreal to me. dont feel bad wiki, it will help u get over it, thats all i wish for u. u deserve to be happy
To: wiktoria
thinking about you, hope you doing fine.
To: wiktoria
thank you for everything and farewell my love, in another life.
To: wiktoria
i wish you everything wiki, u deserve every bit of happiness. just remember to think about yourself and not do stuffs bc other people are telling u to
To: wiktoria
i dont wanna share it bc i dont wanna believe it. you were my everything, it was you and only you and to realize all of that is gonna take time.
To: wiktoria
and dont feel bad wiki, u had ur own problems its normal u were focusing on them first. im gonna watch u too, hoping from far u getting what u deserve
To: wiktoria
i meant everything i said to you, i wanted to be you. i didnt want anyone else. you will always be with me wiki. im sorry for the pain i caused.
To: wiktoria
im sorry, you asked for me not to respond, but i cannot not do it. and dont think its easy for me, i meant and still mean everything i said to you.
To: wiktoria
i love you wiki, but i am tired of trying for everyone and i think i need to focus on myself or i will loose myself
To: wiktoria
where someone would be ready to do the world for me, ik its silly and childish but i cant force you and change you, i have no rights
To: wiktoria
if i am coming here often is bc im thinking about you, i wish that u wouldnt give up on me too sometime, that you would come, i need this type of love
To: wiktoria
i cant force you, but i cant force myself to give up neither on my expectation, i felt like compromise were only hurting you and i didnt want that
To: wiktoria
you think its only hard for u wiki but this whole time, im grieving like i lost a part of myself. its just i cannot for u to do stuff and u are right
To: wiktoria
but i am not, everyday, i am thinking about us, what we had and that i will never find anything like that but the reality is that i tried so much
To: wiktoria
you ask for me not to respond, but i cannot not respond. im just gonna say that its not easy for me too wiki, you think i am relieved
To: wiktoria
you will always by my side. thank you once again for everything, i want nothing else than ur happiness. i hope you gonna be happy soon enough my bibik
To: wiktoria
thank you for showing me nothing else than love. u taught me so much. i want u to find someone that can love you how u deserve it. and im sure u will
To: wiktoria
this is so hard, i wanted to be you. but i cant force you to do stuff i enjoy doing. thank you for your kind words. i hope you doing okay wiki.
To: wiktoria
thank you. wish you all the best too. you are a good soul. thank you for everything you did. take care wiki.
To: wiktoria
thinking about u, i am sorry for not responding to you, i wanted to respond so bad but didnt know if it was the right thing to do. i wish u doing good
To: wiktoria
i couldnt sleep last night (even the one before) i have to exhaust myself to finally rest. im thinking constantly about you. i wish you doing all good
To: wiktoria
i hope you doing okay. have a good night.
To: wiktoria
a part of me will always be with you and a part of you will always be with me. we are tied together forever wiki.
To: wiktoria
im not glad it did, i would want it to be different, you are in my soul, forever. dont ever think otherwise.
To: wiktoria
and i cant force myself neither. i wish i could burry that feeling but i cant and you dont deserve to be carried like an amulet, you deserve more.
To: wiktoria
i hate myself for feeling this way. i am truly sorry wiki. this feeling deep down is romance, experiencing life, impulsion but i cant force you
To: wiktoria
you are right, i thought i could hide this feeling i have deep down, i thought i could be strong enough, i wanted us but i didnt want to loose myself
To: wiktoria
i am not able to delete anything that reminds me of you, i still have everything saved, i cant make it.
To: wiktoria
thats why i am writing to you here, hoping you gonna see those. i wish we could run away. take care of yourself. you are an amazing soul. i love you.
To: wiktoria
the grieving is so bad. im so disconnected, not believing whats happening. i would want to share you so many things but it would make it harder.
To: wiktoria
im so sorry, i dont want to feel this way, i would just want to hold you tight. but there is this feeling that i cant go against. ill love you forever
To: wiktoria
u pretty when you cry
To: wiktoria
then we would be two to bleed out by this choice.
To: wiktoria
you are, ive always see that flame for art in u. dont let anyone tell u what to do. the world belongs to you. p.s i miss those time too.
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