To: Yalitzy
Even in my dreams I couldn't tell you I was wrong face 2 face.
To: Yalitzy
I'm such a coward.
To: Yalitzy
Those decisions I thought were right in the moment, only to realize later how deeply those choices affected you.
To: Yalitzy
Being overwhelmed isn't an excuse for the pain I caused. I just wish it was understood, leaving came from confusion, not from pretending I never cared
To: Yalitzy
Things aren't going well for me. Please open those doors again. I promise I will make it up.
To: Yalitzy
Respecting myself. But I couldn't respect your wishes.
To: Yalitzy
Sorry I left like that. My heart just couldn't handle the waiting. It felt like this was best for both of us. Even if I left like that. Sorry.
To: Yalitzy
I don't believe any of it. Why did I even think about that? Why did I? I was lost. Not found. I need to lose you now or it'll get worse.
To: Yalitzy
I hate this. I absolutely do. Your fading away from me. I think I need to let you go. Before you let me go.
To: Yalitzy
I hate the fact I need you. But I cant leave. Because then my world will collapsed and I have nothing left.
To: Yalitzy
Im just sick of it. I know you dont like me. I hate myself for thinking you are the one. I know you have eyes for someone else. Im done with chasing.
To: Yalitzy
It shattered me. It woke me to reality when you said who I am to you. It can't be possible can it?
To: Yalitzy
You think Im fooling around about waiting. I hope not. Because Im serious. Ill wait.
To: Yalitzy
Its crazy. It can happen now all because we agreed. I need you more than ever even if things cant work. But Ill wait.
To: Yalitzy
Im crying day after day. Conversation after Conversation. It hurts me but I need you. But Ill wait.
To: Yalitzy
Your name is beautiful. You are beautiful. I need you. And it sucks Im not with you. But Ill wait.
To: Yalitzy
What you said changed my mindset. Maybe it's possible. Im just so scared if you don't have the same feelings for me too. Ill let you know soon mamas.
To: Yalitzy
Your eyes are at someone else. Even if we haven't see eachother in real life. My eyes are at yours. No matter what.
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