To: Zaki
It had to be 21 msgs,a full circle, my last one for u, fi Amani Allah.
To: Zaki
So excited for our reunion, war is over..
To: Zaki
feeling your energy everyday, science can't explain this.. I have so much on my chest to tell u
To: zaki
Maybe 1 day I'll show u these? #embarassing, there's a video I wanna show u as well,saving it for when we'll be at peace again,if we'll evr be...
To: Zaki
I NEVER meant to hurt u, I wonder if u intentionnally did ? I like to think that u didnt...
To: Zaki
How r u ? I am doing better,for real, very busy, but I thought I'd document this anyway.. a video about souls reminded me of u this morning
To: ZAKI
I pray God will forgive U cause I did,but I fear that from what he saw me go through... May U find the right path,May I wakeup 1 day not thinking of u
To: zaki
"The man who let the love of his life pass him by will end up alone with his regrets, and all the sighs in the world won't soothe his soul."
To: zaki
Days like this remind me that I def took the right decision, that when it's very down it is NOT MY ENERGY FOR SURE.Still pray good things find ur way.
To: Zaki
this is the same day,it feels vulnerable even anonymously,but my day IS ROUGH, I take it back dont give up on me, at least nt before giving me answres
To: zaki
Woke up at 4am21 thinking of u, it was so weird, were u up ?Today I feel like I am letting u go, it's confusing but peaceful at the same time.
To: ZAKI
Dont know why I keep getting vibes that you're sick!Ugh I am worried hope ur not, i sometimes wish that I was wrong, but I gave u loads of chances..
To: ZAKI
Yesterday felt loads of pain,I wonder if it was ur energy, being tired is an understatement,I am leaving this to God,fully, may he takes care of u too
To: zaki
Day ( ??) of me asking myself what I saw so diffrent in you, to realize again, that I was just drawn as if there was a magnet. I hope u r not sick -_-
To: ZAKI
I went to buy silk pijama's, i was thinking of you in that moment, when i was about to pay, a girl called the casheir by ur name...
To: ZAKI
HEY, i dont reget talking to you, geniunly, I dont even hate u, but maturing is admitting that engaging was a mistake, still wish you guidance though.
To: ZAKI
dont know Y I keep sending these I know u wont read them, but I do, maybe for me to read in few months, i keep seing your name everywhere, scary stuff
To: ZAKI
I feel like you've moved on while I am waiting for answers, maybe in another life / reality things are diffrent.
To: zaki
when will this end? I dont even know why it hurts this much, I swear it feels stupid, but hurts deeply cant even describe it. Y were U talking to me ?
To: zaki
This cant be my free will at this point! stop thinking about me ? why are you in my head this much so weird.
To: Zaki
I geniunly thought you were better, I hate that you didnt reach out, I hate that you didnt make an effort, i hate that i cant hate you.
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