To: Zuby
You're scaring me , it feels like u understand then it goes back to before ,please don't leave me..-
To: Zuby
I love being yours but i feel like im losing my mind to it, if you need a break from me just let me know-
To: Zuby
My wrists hurt so much,everything does . I'm falling apart i really need you-
To: Zuby
I feel so isolated , i really miss truly connecting with you its killing me , I'm not doing well my love -
To: zuby
i feel like i have to send a paragraph of how I'm falling apart everyday cause u don't seem to understand just how bad its gotten, i rlly need you -
To: zuby
Im sorry im so rotten, you deserve better -
To: zuby
I dont know how much longer i can go on , it's not gone , no matter how much effort i put into everything i am still not scared to leave it all -
To: zuby
i know im clingy , its half of how much i need u-
To: zuby
I really wish my heart was big enough for u to live in away from this world , i would stop drinking redbull and run in extreme weather for you -
To: zuby
I wish everyday to make u happier but i can't fix everything that hurts u and it kills me -
To: zuby
I wish i was good enough to make your sorrows go away -
To: zuby
Im so happy to be yours forever my sweet honey love , happy 21-
To: zuby
You're heaven on earth-
To: zuby
im sorry you love me , and im sorry i can't break u out of it-
To: zuby
im slowly going down and i need to put way above me so u can't save me , even if u wanted to -
To: zuby
im scared this is all for u to leave me one day , i hope im wrong -
To: zuby
You are my running in Etienne -
To: Zuby
Thank you so much for being mine , you mean everything-
To: Zuby
You are all i ever want in this life and my whole existence, i love you so much you're the best soul ever-
To: Zuby
I try to stay awake in case u need me at night , i cant get myself to sleep peacefully after hurting you -
To: Zuby
Im so sorry for what i have done to you my sweet boy,you deserve the world and i gave you nothing but disappointments -
To: Zuby
You deserve so much better my love -
To: Zuby
I hope one day u will trust me like you used to -
To: Zuby
I hope u think im good enough-
To: Zuby
Im sorry about it all -