To: Abdullah
You ruined my life
To: Abdullah
Did you ever love me?
To: Abdullah
Did you even notice me, the way I noticed you? You cried over her giving u a dry reply, but it was me who texted u first and put in effort.
To: Abdullah
I wanted you so, so, SO bad, but you were infatuated with someone else. I don't think I will ever properly move on from u
To: abdullah
missing you has a hold on me.. i love you. i always will
To: abdullah
saying hi in a really blank tone is not enough for me there is a longing that grabs me by the throat ..
To: abdullah
i wish youd stayed..
To: abdullah
i love you in beige.. i love you in every color.. i wonder if you love me in colors you dont know about
To: abdullah
i miss you i miss you i miss you so much im shaking
To: abdullah
no one told me how it would feel to randomly see the person.. the love..you lost ..
To: abdullah
the days go by without us talking and it makes me clinically insane .. youre supposed to be holding me
To: abdullah
i feel a lot of things .. but mostly i am really really sad about us .. it never leaves my system. i love you
To: abdullah
I'm wondering if this is right... I know it's not, but I can't stop myself. Please make it easy for me and leave me
To: Abdullah
I wish I never was with ur cousin
To: Abdullah
I'm sorry for acting like ur brother
To: abdullah
seeing you for 2 days in a row is definitely relieving.. even if all you say is hi, i get well just by looking at you
To: abdullah
please dont fall in love with someone else
To: abdullah
i miss you so much and theres no one i can tell.. not even you .. i miss you i miss you i wish i could hold you
To: abdullah
im glad i didnt see her face.. you were walking too closely it wouldve haunted me in my sleep
To: abdullah
i saw you walking with a girl and i felt my ribs crushing in my chest.. i saw you ignore my call too.. i cant explain how hurt i am ..
To: Abdullah
i held myself back for more than i ever thought i could.. now i scroll through your likes and look at our old texts and cry.. my longing is killing me
To: Abdullah
not talking to you.. not seeing you.. its killing me .. i dont know what to do .. i miss you a lot
To: Abdullah
i miss you so much dearest.. my heart aches
To: Abdullah
Im sorry for being young, Ive never wanted to be older for any reason other than to leave this city, but you made me want to so I could love you.
To: abdullah
you promised me forever.. i miss your warm hands
To: abdullah
if i knew that was going to be the last time we hug.. i wouldve never let go
To: abdullah
held myself back from sending you our pic.. from january 4th.. i miss you a great deal
To: abdullah
the last year you have loved me in has ended.. but i will always love you. goodnight beloved, i shall sleep and dream of you.
To: abdullah
you wished me all the best, as i wish for the two of us to merge souls. my love for you is infinite and eternal
To: abdullah
a year that i loved you with all my heart has passed.. here comes another one. happy new year love
To: abdullah
in this exact time i was in your arms .. i wish you held me more
To: abdullah
i miss you a lot my sweet boy.. i love you
To: abdullah
light blue- it hurt me that all i got was a wave.. just a wave.. so silent so heartbreaking so agonizing and gut wrenching.. so little for my longing
To: abdullah
i didnt have my glasses on, suddenly i see a glimpse of a tall man.. waving ..what do i do? how can i drop everything and run to you? tell me
To: abdullah
in case you ever find this , ill let my messages be in a color you can clearly see.. is blue alright?
To: abdullah
i saw a sweet reply under the name star, for a second i thought its you.. but now i know its not cuz you asked me ( where is this ) hope is so sad tbh
To: Abdullah
tomorrow is the 30th, i remember 2 years ago when i said happy 1 month anniversary.. and you told me its forever.. i wish you stayed..
To: Abdullah
I still cry for you, I try to erase you out of my mind, but... it doesn't come through. I don't forgive you for cheating, but I wish you well, Jun.
To: Abdullah
Heyyy. You sent me a request that i accepted . Just so you know i love you too.
To: Abdullah
I love you so much after all you are my first love I tried to truely replace you so did you but I cant i cant i loved you so much and i pray for you.
To: Abdullah
Hey, I doubt that you would ever see this but I like you and you knew that. I miss your voice, Xync(out of all ur girls u prob wouldn't guess who LOL)
To: Abdullah
I wish I had communicated better.I wish you stayed.I need to move on even though my heart aches for you.I won't call but I will answer. Why her?
To: Abdullah
if you ever text me and want to fix things id do it in a heartbeat i miss you a lot
To: Abdullah
you. Life is easier when you talk to me. I hope we dance together on the smiths'song