To: Asha
Just know that you'll always be my Sawako
To: Asha
would you wanna go on a date with me?
To: Asha
I hope I get to tell you some of these things in person, someday. I hope your life is a great one, and that your family is good, always.
To: Asha
I know I look different too. Sometimes I wonder if that's why you stopped trying. You were the first to call me by that name. Thanks, unintentionally.
To: Asha
It's been so long that you and your brother look like different people to me. I always imagine you both how you were 6 years ago. Time is crazy.
To: Asha
And I really am sorry for not understanding it more then. For not trying to connect more. Maybe things would be different. Maybe we'll talk again.
To: Asha
I'm suprised anyone wanted to be my friend, I must've been in my own world, entirely. Thank you for trying anyway. I appreciate it more, in hindsight.
To: Asha
You can't even tell me why you wanted to be my friend in the first place, all the way back, in daycare. It's impossible for anyone to remember.
To: Asha
I miss whatever our conversations were in Summer 2017. I wish I could recall them, and all those memories. I wish I knew my life was about to change.
To: Asha
I wonder if you gave up on reaching out because you finally recognized our incompatibility. That's okay, I kind of admire it. I miss foosball.
To: Asha
I wonder if you're in college, and if you are, what you're studying. If you still play hockey. If you and her got back together. I hope all is well.
To: Asha
Sometimes I forget I'm a year older than you because you seem more mature. Sometimes I wonder if you'll ever grow up. Felt easier to talk to your Mom.
To: Asha
I miss the meeting spot that our parents drove halfway to. I wish we had been more compatible friends. I wish I could be a childhood friend to you.
To: Asha
I miss playing Mario Kart on your old Kindles. Wii. Kraft Dinner. Hockey. Pool. Movies. Camping. Horses. Backyard gardens. Being a terrible biker.
To: Asha
I miss your tire swing and fireworks in your backyard and your grouchiness and your neighbours' ice rink. Your dog and your old dog. New room and old.
To: Asha
Remember the last time we really hung out, at the cottage? I had a crush on the girl next door, and I think she had a crush on me too. Knives out.
To: Asha
I wonder if you remember things about me that I've forgotten. I don't deserve to be remembered by you when I can't reciprocate it. I miss your Mom.
To: Asha
Sometimes I wonder if it would've been you, if it hadn't been her. If I had never moved. I wonder how you found out about yourself.
To: asha
u are literally so sweet and so funny i know we arent very close but i gen love u sm i wish we were closer
To: Asha
I dont remember any of our memories together from before I moved. It scares me and it makes me feel ashamed. I hope you and your fam are doing well.
To: Asha
Asha, I love you so much. I dont deserve a person like you and i never did. I dont know how long i have left on earth and im sorry. (purple for ur fav
To: Asha
I wish I could remember us as kids together. I wonder if you retain memories that I cant find. If I had never moved, in another life, maybe. Take care
To: Asha
Don't you know? All I want is you. Everything you do is alright. Everything will be alright. Everything will be alright. - Y (Falsettos).