To: ashal
listened to mitskis new album recently,, the song 'cats' reminds me of me n you,, i miss you n i love you sm sweetie,,,
To: ashal
I think i moved on now heheh n i couldnt be more grateful cuz i adore you sweetheart!1!,,, was a nice chapter in life,but im ready to leave it behind
To: ashal
I think im almost over you n I'm pretty proud of myself for that!!,, I can't wait to move on fully, but I hope time shall aid me, not distance from u
To: ashal
i lowk hope some things mistranslated for me or smth but,,i do hope youre happy w her dude, even if its not the same bond you share w me
To: ashal
i feel a little silly but i saw you repost some things i wish i didnt see. the way you refer to her as girlfriend makes my chest hurt n eyes water
To: ashal
its not weakness for me, its distance that takes strength.
To: ashal
ig youre such a good friend you've left a huge impression on me thats hard to simply walk away from,those who make me the happiest make me the saddest
To: ashal
Isn't she your precious gem? Your best friend? Your love,, "my love" you used to call me that, I wish you would again,don't abandon me over her please
To: ashal
I think you said you'll see, not no... I wish I could celebrate an "anniversary" with you this year, its more likely you'll "take her out" instead?
To: ashal
Now its approaching valentines n february again in 2026, i vividly remember asking you if i could be your valentine this year last february
To: ashal
i keep thinking back to that february in 2025,,, those days were dreamy, all i remember is falling in love with you. an all consuming embarrasin crush
To: ashal
Its funny how i said id move on from you months ago yet still mindlessly ramble my affection to you n my romantic interests for you to my friends
To: ashal
new year,, new me.. I'm working on getting over you,, not that I wish to move on from our friendship, simply my puppy love for you hun
To: ashal
Thank you for being my best friend sweetheart,as much as I hate to say this,, I think distance is best for now,, I'll contact you soon I promise hugs
To: ashal
I most DEFINITELY love you more n I think youre the sweetest,. my words are final,,,stop tryna win an argument youll obviously lose sweetheart hehdeh
To: ashal
I hope it you ever stumble upon this don't say anything please, if you really want to talk , please be gentle w me on this at least
To: ashal
I stillll have your nickname saved as my sweetheart,, sorry heghrhehh.. I really can't get over you can I , sigh ik it's silly but I'm trying my best
To: ashal
I'm such a fool. How could I ever be so naive to let this happen, I should've known, I'm too stupid. I wish I didn't develop feelings for you
To: ashal
I love you. I hold you very dear to me, You were there for me when no one else was. I don't deserve this treatment, but I appreciate it so, so much
To: ashal
I'm being too cold w myself,, sorry Im js really hurt. I don't know how to deal w how extreme my emotions are healthily
To: ashal
I'm better than this n I always will be. Whoever I am around you isnt me , it's.. Pathetic, my feelings . I'm better, I will be, I'll move on.
To: ashal
I don't like how my heart feels ab you or when I'm around you. I hate it so much. A disgusting fluttery feeling that really panics me. Embarrassing
To: ashal
Now yk I can't be sure whether that message on unsent was from u under my nickname but,, I have my suspicions, if it's coincidence I will TWEAK. Out
To: ashal
i swear that unsent message on the unsent project was from you, it was two days after that day in october ,, 27th Vs 29th, like , I forgive you ? Sigh
To: ashal
finally all my jealousy n heartbreak has quieted down shall I begin whatever fragile process of "moving on" I can bare, hopefully finally it'll work.
To: ashal
these messages are way too specific if ppl find this ik im cooked well woopsies i have ZERO regrets? (lies i tell you, lies) rip to my sanity
To: ashal
i swear ill forget how you hurt me, ill make you proud. sorry for being so down lately, ill make it up to you, promise, please dont worry ab me
To: ashal
i hope it haunts you. i hope your mistakes haunt you. i hope you know how many tears I've cried because of you. I hope it stings, I hope it hurts.
To: ashal
it hurts so much I'm sorry sweetheart I'm sorry for everything I promise I'll never bother you ab my feelings again (I'll.. Try n fail)
To: ashal
i still love you sweetheart
To: ashal
things like this really show how fragile my "progress" of getting over you is going, one simple reminder and im in shambles instantaniously, lovesick
To: ashal
i know it was a joke. i was never special, was i? then why does it hurt? why treat me like this when yk you cant reciprocate? mhm , you destroyed me
To: ashal
You hurt me. You sicken me to my core
To: ashal
youre lucky im "too kind" or i wouldve been SO angry at you, for every twisted thing. i couldve have screamed and cried and berated you
To: ashal
i hope your mistakes haunt you, i hope i haunt you, i wish you despair, to feel exactly how feel
To: ashal
why of course the words youve once spoken to me are now anothers! have fun, i hope you sleep well knowing how much stress and pain youve caused me
To: ashal
just as i was considering getting over you, OF COURSE YOU DECIDE TO REOPEN WOUND, I WAS TRYING SO HARD N YOU STILL REMIND ME OF IT
To: ashal
In my heart it still hurts, but maybe I cant change that just yet, baby steps, I'll get over it, I hope
To: ashal
It's so calming to talk casually again, I almost forgot how much I missed my best friend, not just the crush Im awkward around like a fool
To: ashal
its time i get over you hun, its been months. not that ill stop being your friend, hellno. i love u but you'll never have me as a partner, disgusts me
To: ashal
One day I'll be so happy without you, I'll forget about my heartache n live happily. id never cry over u ever again
To: ashal
my love youre genuinely gonna be the end of me i dislike you aaaaaaaaaaaaaa , its pathetic how head over heels in love i am w you,
To: ashal
baby ur no good for me, ur no good for me but baby I want you, I want you, I WANT YOU. . . ! /lyrics - diet mountain dew
To: ashal
you could rip my heart out, degrade me, use me, do as you please, ill always love you baby,,, i need to get over you its driving me insanely upset
To: ashal
My precious sweetheart, I adore you, I think of you constantly, I wish i could tell you right now how much I love you
To: ashal
IF YOU EVER READ ANY OF THIS IM SO SORRY I PROBABLYY SHOULDVE MADE YOUR NAME ANONYMOUS, AAAAAA PLEASE NEVER MENTION ANYTHING IM VENTING HERE SOSOSORRY
To: ashal
oh stars, my sweetie how I adore you. I love you so much. "jealous?",, maybee sighsses sorry I am genuinely, not even jokingly,, we ain't even serious
To: ashal
maybe in another universe I could learn to love you properly as a friend again, to have never fallen for you, it sounds like a sweet dream
To: ashal
I love you dearly, my love n my universe. Youre not a failure, ur one of my bestest friends sweetheart. Its not your fault that u cant love me back.
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